There is a major difference between like and love.

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Juicy peach, milktea brown, Jewelry Ash. Hah, but I can't take MTB or JA cus I'm planning to leave them on so, nope. But they look so cute. I guess I'll be dying my hair. Yes, and I'm planning smth more to red and not brown. Actually, I totally banned brown already, but looking at the above picture makes me feel that brown is simply too irresistable! Okay, I'll check out the real colours first. I'm more worried that there'll be side effects...

Some girl in idk where dyed her hair and her face swelled up and she had to go to the hospital. And the did the 48hr allergy patch test. But I didn't do any... Omgzsxzsx.

Okay, and, should i get Blue contacts? Or Blue or Brown? Or Blue or Brown or Green? Or Blue or Brown or Green or Grey.. Hmmmm. I don't wanna look realllllly fair with the colour contacts. And its kinda waste cus I have another 2 pairs coming soon. I hop its 1 pair you know, like maybe the person forgot to order the stupid stars one so I won't get it. Yay. Then I'll get a refund and get a pair of colour one :)

I'll be getting more like normal blue than aqua blue cus I don't want to look fair as mentioned. So I should prolly get brown. But it doesn't look very.. Special? Maybe green is good. Oh man, Spoilt for choice. And I'm gna spend like 20+ dollars on my hair, plus contacts, 49+ near 50 already!! Then I won't have monaeeee to shop. Depressing aye.

I felt much much better after posting smth in LJ. Ah, relieve. Haha. Can someone tell me what colour contacts to get. I'm more concern about that than my hair. Ha, oh, I'm getting my IC soon! I hope before the hols..

I just close my eyes because I might see your face.

Okay, I deleted this whole post and reedited it, its 2.25 now and I might be posting at LJ later. Maybe.

I like my new skin. So simple and clean! Haha, and I like green! 8)

I wanna get started on my HMT book reallllll soon so I can complete my holidays assignment early as well. Chop chop. Yay for me cus I got an advertisement coming in realllll soon. But I don't know what it is. Haha, maybe when I see it, I'll remember and do a blogpost on it. This Narnia thing isn't the ad, though you are very very welcomed to click it. :) Personally, I think this narnia movie is quite appealing. Haha, but I didn't catch the first movie, so I won't go catch it.

I heard that if you put a (R) [rainbow] in front of your nick, MSN donates 20cents to the China earthquake. 20cents isn't big, small in fact, but there's so many people using MSN, so I guess its still a lot in the end. Even so, it won't hurt to put one cute lil rainbow in front of your nick :)

Talked to LF and YJ till just, yes 2.20++. Happy me, talking to them is still the best! But we kinda.. cheated cus we only started at like 1am or so, so it wasn't very long. Tbh, I like them more. Maybe cus we have more things in common. Okay, please don't kill me. Haha.

Reading their LJ + mine has been a pleasure. Long and wordy yes, but very.... heart warming? Haha. Yes, and I read all that I posted. It makes me wonder... Okay, maybe I should go get some sleep right now and wake up tomorrow morning and blog in my LJ. Good night people.

It's not fair how your gone, and how you're moving on so fast, while I am still living in the past.

Hey, I kinda like my title, haha, but its suppose to be a happy post cus Jing Wen is happy. I've been like PMS-ing for the past few days with cramps right before I sleep.. And somehow, the hot bottle shit ended up in my drawer. HA-HA. WHY IS IT THERE. IT SHOULD BE ON THE BED OR ON THE FLOOR.. Its damn random.. I opened my drawer and I'm like : (-.-) Then I stoned a while before taking it out. Lol.

Lets see, today has been ultimate waste of time again. Haha. Been so for the past few days and I kinda regret going to school. I don't mind detention cus it looks fun (don't slap me please. haha) but I don't like yellow forms. Hah, but lucky me haven't gotten one. But I think I'm fine with one or two... Cus I was given one year for the no-yf thing, and sec 1 is so over. That, was random. I, am in a happy mood. Cus of an email I received. :D

Umm, Raffles City with Jolene aft sch today? A"n"BC (I forgot the arrangement, but you know that shop, I know you do, haha) there was damn good. Fabulous. Lots of cute stickers, greeting cards and Jap things. 0hhmiieg0shh w0rrhs, sh0 kawaiisxzsxzzzzzzz. But I didn't buy anything. Ha, cus I figured I'll prolly buy cus its cute and then not use it. Tsk, waste money.

Then shopped around and had Jap food again!!!!! I always have Jap food with Jolene. Haha, it makes her happy too. Jap food is happy food. and it isn't too ex. Just, no sushi though. I'm not sure if I'll recommend it. There's a rather wide range of food but I won't exactly say its cheap. But kinda worth I guess. Okay, I think its... (Omg, I typed Sudoku and I (-.-) myself.. Haha) Okay guys, I really can't rmb. I know is duku or doku at the end. Sho or Su or So, can't rmb. Haha.

And then.. I went off to meet Brenda. :DDDD I returned her the disc I borrowed. 7 insane hours of drama. Haha, nearly non stop. Okay, I shall express my feelings for Brenda here:
I (insert heart) Brenda.
I love Brenda
ii lurffe Brendda wor
iie lurbbe Brrendda worhs
iies lurbbees Brenda w0rrhs
iie lurrbbesx Brrenddasxzs w0rrhsxzsxzzzzzzzzzzz.

Haha, I can't continue, really. Well, its been long since we had a nice chat and we went to stadium to "zuo zuo liao liao" (it actually means sit sit chat chat) But its again, random!! I didn't know NAS people were there and I think theres some football trg. Haha, it was suppose to be some emo kinda talk but were we laughing at the footballers. OMG, DON'T KILL US PLEASE. HAHA.

Umm, reached home kinda late and I slept on the sofa cus I decided that I can't be bothered to change the channel of my room's TV and thus, not sleep there. Why isn't Jolene online, I WANNA TELL HER A GOOD NEWS.

I'm gna start my insane drama routine soon and OH SHIT I JUST RMBED THAT I HAVE IMPT. THINGS TO DO!!! URGH!!! And I have to do a lot of fund transfer.. Like 3 transactions. (transaction reminds me of POA...) I heard that theres shitloads of stuff to do for HMT. Like 2000words in total. Yes, 4 zeros, two thousand. It makes me question if I should go work. I need money, GSS and stuff. I shall do a lot of planning anda lot of thinking.

I need to think if I already made a decision and if the decision was right and if it was worth it and if I really meant it and if I won't regret it and if it would mean another emo kind of period if I make that decision and I really, really, really need to get the word NAFA out of my head. Its not exactly a word, haha, but w/e.

Maybe I'll post some pictures soon, but its only pictures of me and YJ + LF, from my phone. Haha. Oh oh, and I didn't feature anyone on friendster, sorry, cus I couldn't decide who goes first and stuff. Haha. Okay, good night!! (I'll still be online though)

I kept having blanks for my title, I really can't be bothered. Emaths was disappointing x 1million. I swear I never expect myself to get so low. I got 9 points for maths while other people will be happily calculating 9 for total... I want to swear but I promise I won't. I got so agitated while talking to YJ that I wrote everything in caps. Tsk, I don't wanna talk about it, so angry.

English was just as bad. Bio as well. I don't know why I studied but I still screwed my papers up. English I got like 27.5/50. (shows wtf hand sign)(insert vulgarities) My summary is to blame.. And bio.. Really, I don't know what to say. I expected an A. OMG, AND THE HIGHEST WAS 77 ONLY. one more mark till B. And my mum was damn @#$%^&*( she asked "why your bio so lan? Your bio suppose to be very good one right" and even worse of English.

Urghhh, so bothered by HMT and (someone). Its kinda stupid, but I can't help it. Its 11.42, I haev to bathe, do chem and maybe send in my mum's shopping orders. I'm gna earn $$ from it. I don't wanna have maths tomorrow. I want to rest... Maybe I'll message my tutor tomorrow...

And I'm so angry with myself. I left home with 50+ today and I came back with 3bucks. (shows wtf sign again) I spent $30 on contactlens... I think the stupid shop in the market over charged sia.. Angry, anyway, I don't have to worry for my contacts for like 4mths or so at least. Best. I want to get Jiji a bigger cage and get her tons of toys.

Oh yes.. I PMS-ed today. I had a hugeeeee moodswing and I somewhat managed to calm down abit. In the afternoon it was the happier part, so good for LF and YJ.. I aim to cut down on vulgarities, change my temper, save more money, read more books and buck up on my studies. I need a job. I need money. I need a lot of time. I need a break.

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Done with chem. I suddenly remembered that today, I fell asleep in the afternoon and the door bell rang. I think I was still sleeping while I tried to get off the bed and open to door. Then I just feel damn hard on the ground. Like someone hit your leg or smth. And I couldn't get up. So I just kept screaming for my brother to answer the door cus the idiot was pressing the bell non stop.

I remembered that he screamed at me. I think there's smth wrong with my left knee.. I want to scream... Haha. Okay people good night.
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I know when I leave, the distance will keep us apart.

Somethings are best left unsaid, left untouched. Sometimes, sacrifices are necessary. But it still hurts to give it up.

I'm old enough to know better, but too young to care.

Results been rather okay. I'm uber disappointed in HMT cus I really don't wanna give it up. All the years of "being with it".. Kinda wasted if I were to drop out right now. Sighs.

Chem wasn't bad but wayyy lower than what I expected it to be. But I really couldn't do the paper so B4 ain't bad at all. I failed SS by pathetic 2 marks and POA was the bestest best. Could've gotten 3rd but WC beat me to it. 1 mark, tsk.

This reminded me, Happy birthday Wei Cong, Mathew and Kenneth. Though I know none of them will visit this web, but I'm just being nice.

Bio + English tomorrow. I totally wasted my day at school today, we only went through chem paper + 20minutes of pre-lab, how great. Kay, I have mood swings, tsk me. Haha, bye.

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I suddenly remembered that someone fucking deleted my sims from my phone. OMGWTH. I PLAYED SO LONG THEN YESTERDAY I WANTED TO PLAY. IMAGINE MY STUN LOOKS WHEN I DIDN'T SEE MY SIMS.. CCB... I don't know if I deleted it on my own.. BY ACCIENT.. But it took me kinda long to get there. Asshole.
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I got scammed.. It says wax crayon, but its oil pastel.



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I see smth I shouldn't see :O!! I;ll upload mine next time.

I dressed like shit the day we went to HajiLane, some effhead inspired combination. No miniskirts FYI. Our face looks so oily cus its damn warm in lifang's room. Haha.