You know you love someone when you cannot put into words how they make you feel.

Town with the girls was rather okay.
I hearts GSS :)

But we got off at the wrong stop and I haven't been to orchard for ages and I made them walk a lot. Haha, sorry. Cus they said they didn't mind walking. And I ended up with really bad blisters and I had to get a pair of slippers cus the blister broke. It even hurts when the bottom of my pants brush against my ankle! :(

So I spent $16 on that pair of slippers. Haha, okay lah, though I doubt that I'll be wearing it again. Hah, sadded w0rrhs. HA-HA. Okay, then lunched and shop even more :) Bought another pair of pumps cus my white one really hurts and its gna spoil soon :(

In the end I spent like 45 or so. I think. Haha. Well, i think not bad lah. Though I always don't know where did my money go. OH NO, ITS NOT 45 CUS WE WENT GELARE (or smth) TO CHILL AND I USED MY CARD. Okay, so actually, I don't have much money left. Dangs!!!!!

Still, I hearts GSS. I hearts holidays. I need to find a job. Kan. Haha.

A relationship is like a train. If one passes, then the next one will come. I'm sure and if you get off the train, you'll realize that everything is the same.

Self Declared Holiday.

Remedial yesterday was a little waste of time. A lil, but actually, remedial isn't THAT bad cus I learnt new things, about lit. Things that MsWang and MsLim didn't teach :) So, we went to mac during amaths. We= Me, Jess, Hanis, Jo, YX, Joce. We have 4Js out of 6! Haha, okay, not funny.

Hanis didn't have to come to school but she came anyway. The later 3 girls skipped amaths. It was damn funny. We were at this "Candy Shop"(more about it later) and then my watch says 11.27 or something. I'm like "OMG WE'RE LATE" and all very gan chiong spider. Then we chionged back after a while and while walking up, i saw the teacher in front of us. Then I scream.

Haha, idk why, I'm siao. And Jo and Joce went to the toilet. Hah. Okay yeah anyway. For MT, we only did stupid gong han and si han format and 2 closepassage. Actually, dropping into MT might not be THAT bad after all. But, still, kinda depressing. 4+years. Haha, okay, shhhh.

Stayed in class to play some balloon shit. OMG, WE HAVE DEPRIVED CHILDHOOD! Haha. Went to PlazaSing with Jolene afterwords. For dental. I THINK ITS DAMN COOL BUT I DON'T WANNA BE A DENTIST. Haha. I still think braces are cool and I like to draw brace face(s).

Then bused to PP. Jolene had her haircut. I wanted to do something to my hair, the something I've been talking about since 985463218 years ago. But I didn't cus Idk if I really wanted it. People, go Teams Salon at PP okay. Its beside Supercuts.

THE SALON DAMN JIAN, THEY EMPLOY A LOT OF MALE HAIRDRESSERS SO THAT FEMALES WILL GO TO THEIR SHOPS! 30bucks for a haircut, with style. Swear, though that person took a rather long time, but he used a lot of "techniques". Haha, I think its quite worth the time and money. Really.

Then cabbed home.

Okay, the Candy Shop. They sell cheap sweets. Haha, kinda cheap. But the place doesn't look nice. A place I wouldn't lift up my head to look at. Lol. And I bought TaoKaeNoi from there, BUT IT TASTE LIKE WOOD. KAN, I KANA SCAM. HAHA. I think there's imitation for TKN lor, wl, I didn't realise. Firstly, the seaweed taste a bit like wood. Haha, not that I tasted wood, but there's the wood smell.

Secondly, the seasoning isn't strong! So the woody smell stays. Thirdly, the packaging sucks. Its difficult to tear open and the zipper is spoilt. I felt sick after eatting it. So I left it on my table last night. And I threw it away just now. Haha.

Oh oh, I spent 12bucks at Daiso! Omg, Jap things are just so kawaii nehszxzszxszxsz.
Okay, gotta go bathe now, meeting the girls later. Hope I finish my bio + tuition homework by tomorrow.

Just because people change and move on with life, it doesn't mean that they love you any less.

I skipped school and I don't feel guilty. And the door just slammed, haha. Really been having shitloads of PMS, idk why its so bad this time. And yesterday I screamed at my mother till I got fucking stomach cramps. Urgh! Then I fell asleep will watching tv -.-

Omg, my blog post is so... boring!! Nothing interesting happened besides all the scolding and screaming. Anddddddd, THE THINGS WHICH I ORDERED ARE ARRIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HURRAY. I'm so happy that I'll be busy from 30th to 3rd!! :)

Kay, I can't wait to talk to Jolene when she comes online! Idk if I should watch pia dramas or play stupid games + do homework............. Pictures soon. I look like shit so I'm delaying the posting of the pictures.

Did I mention that my SE phone is spoilt? Yes, for good. I don't know what phone to get. I prefer a flip phone. Sighs.

Beginnings are usually scary, endings are usually sad, but the middle is what really counts.

Okay, I'm home! 1hour or so bus ride. Not bad not bad, a lot faster than what I expected. And shit, my phone died down on me just now. YES, TOTALLY SPOILT!!! I'm gna try charging it and reviving it. Tsk ah, sad ah. My spare phone is some freaking LG no music player, no song/picture transfer, no bluetooth, no camera, no game shit. Best, ancient phone.

I swear... But the good thing is that it has colour. Okay, thats the only thing. WHICH PHONE GOT NO GAME YOU TELL ME. I really hope my w580i can revive later :'( I think its a lil wasted to change phone, though its been with me for over 1 or 2 years already. And I kinda love it. But very nice phones have music player function, camera and blah shit but I have camera and my zennnn already. Okay, I sound so cheapo.

I so need a job but its so late to find one now. I am so angry.

Okay, so I kinda "looted" a few things from shopping yesterday. I didn't pay for anything else except for one 16bucks or smth cab fare and my pair of shades. Hurray! But I got a topshop top. I'm gna look like shit but I'm only gna wear it for tanning. Please pretend that you didn't see and don't know me if you see me tanning. And, my cousin gave me an eyeliner. WEEE, CUS I DON'T HAVE TO FREAKING SEARCH FOR THE ONE I WANT! Mine's running out.

And, I have a sexy Vodka Ruby Red sitting in my room! Right beside me, in full view of everyone! I'm gna earn money and then get a small table and get a mini fridge where it will be loaded with cold water and whatever I want :)

First things first, money. GDI. I think I'm going down to freaking make a fund transfer of 102. Yes... 102 spent on freaking taiwan sprees. Haha, but I didn't pay. And I earned a bag!! Can't wait for all those things which I ordered to arrive. Can't wait for Thurs and Fri.

3 days of remedial for me, so gna skip the last day. Please again, pretend you don't know anything okay. I need a beach bag(I think). Kaykay, byebye.

Advice is only asked to be given when you know the true answer; you just don't want to believe it.

Empty title for the time being. Am at my grandma's house so nth much. No pictures and I'm typing slowly cus when I type fast, its very loud and my cousin's sleeping.

Okay, woke up at like freaking 8am but I slept at 11+/12+ last night so it wasn't that bad. I went to bed halfway through the conversation with YJ and LF. Haha, with the excuse of emo-ing. Ohmygod, that reminds me.. I'm so angry. Over copyrights matter. Urgh, no vulgarities, chill baby, chill.

Kay, so, TM for breakfast. LJS' then home to change then to grandma's house. Drank vodka + sprite. Um, not bad? Haha, I WASN'T DRUNK BUT MY FACE TURNED RED. HAHA. I think its kinda natural cus my face turns red easily. Then to sentosa to tannnnn. Ohmygod, I spent my money on cab fare lah, I sent my brother to PlazaSing first before heading to somewhere near vivo (grandma's house)

Then cabbed to Sentosa but my cousin paid. Yeapyeap. But before I/we even started to really tan, it rained. Yes, the Sun went away :( The rain came to stay (No intention for the rhyme). So totally no tanning. Urgh. So we decided to head down to HabourFront for Sakaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Sushi 8)

Idk if its all or just the HF one, but the sushi there is more expensive. So the total was suppose to be slightly more than 40 or just 40 came to be 50 (-.-). Shopped around Vivo. And there's tons of sales there please. Everything at Valerie is going off below 20. No joke, accessories, 2 for 10, clothes- 10, 15, 19.90. BELOW 20 RIGHT. And M)phosis has sales of like 50% idk storewide or not.

I finally got another pair of shades. I got a pair of F21 shades! Haha, and its like plain frame, so happy. Then shopped around quite a bit but I didn't buy a lot, my cousin did. 3 or 2 tops and 3 or 2 dresses. Dinner at some itallian restaurant, yes? Plus drink, again. I freaking drank half tall cup of tiger beer quickly. Um, I think thats a lil quick for someone who doesn;'t drink a lot.

I'm so guai I don't drink a lot. All those that I posted on my blog only. I drink and I say, I'm honest yo baby. Haha. But the freaking total came to be 180. Enough for me to get 3 expensive top. Of course, not those stupid tees. Tees cost 20+ only hello. 7 tees? Hah, in our stomach.

Yes yes I'm so bored. Shitzsxz. Okay, left at like 11 so just came to my grandma's house since its near. Cabbing from Vivo to my house is !#$%^&*( expensive please. Haha. Kay, I think I got like an extra 50bucks into my bank. Wooz, 3 digits, shopping, yay.

Tomorrow is given, but yesterday is lost.

Harmonica concert was rather okay. At least there's some nice song which includes this... DNYBY song, the SHE sing one.. Shit, I can't seem to remember.

And I left house dead early, thinking that I'll be late and I ended up stoning at Bedok interchange for like half and hour and another 10-15minutes at Jolene's bus stop. Then stayed at Jo's house and talked, her dad's scary shitzsxzs.

And I missed my bus just to accompany Jessie and Ernest. Yesyes, bus ride alone was good. I did some thinking but have yet to come to any conclusion. First time I boarded a bus which I dont know at all. Idk the route but I wasn't scared of being lost cus I know there was one person which I can always phone :)

This isn't right, I think I need time alone. Goodnight people, I think I'm emo momo again. Haha.

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Under sunlight, no flash. SCREAMMMMM, AH, I LIKE. But its suppose to be like more to red. Seee the tip of my hair!















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It was a good 6+mths spent with you, imyvm.
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Sometimes it's better to put love into hugs than to put it into words.

Deleted the previous one and am starting this new one. Umm, yes my cat is finally home 8) And I didn't emo today! In fact, I was rather good to my mum. But I walked off while we were shopping at Marina Square today cus she didn't want to listen to me. But she didn't know and we didn't quarrel, good, cus I'm in a rather good mood anyway.

I left for MTP, late, without my phone. Haha, cus I was playing computer games and thus, lateeeeee. But my mum doesn't like MamaWong cus she says mmw is very ya-ya. Haha, okay, but her "attitude" or smth towards my mum was rather different. Very different from the way she talks to ZongHan's mum. I think cus my mum started everything with a light tone. I got no comments, and mmw stoned a bit during my MTP session, kay, see, I'm such a good girl.

And my mum said that guys from my class looks like ah beng. She saw Brent and Mathew. Haha. But I think there's some barrier between me and my mother and I feel disgusted to call her mummy. Really. Because of some incident that happened sometime ago. Nevermind, 3 more years to freedom babyyyyy.

I am tres disappointed in my level position. I was THAT near to NOT going for remedial. Swear. 13 positions. But school's kinda screwed up cus DarrenN, who got lvl position of like 175, he told me he didn't fail any subs but I thought he fail amaths, kay, yeah, then he had to go for remedial. While Hanis, who failed emaths, and has a lower level position, has to go. Like wtf? Urghhh! I thought abv 190 don't have to go! I bet the sch counted wrongly. So I don't have to go right right right??? Say yes, okay, yes.

Haha, but I decided to pon the last day. They;re so stupid they're making me have remedial for English and Elit and PC (other than EM). I don't mind PC, but WHY ENGLISH AND ELIT. I SCORED A WHOOPING 60+ FOR ENGLISH AND YOU'RE MAKING ME GO REMEDIAL!? I believe that language cannot be taught. Languages lessons should be conducted once or twice a week and all the teacher should go through is compo formats.

Maybe they can get us to buy useful books. But nothing else. Yes, nothing! No sucky holiday projects of making menu, leaflet, poster etc. NOTHING! All those should be left to Science. Science can be taught, so is maths. But for maths, its more on practising.

Speaking of maths, I TOTALLY HATE MY MATHS RESULT. ITS PULLING ME DOWN OR I MIGHT HAVE GOTTEN TOP 10 AND NO STINKY ENRICHMENT. URGHHHHHHH. Okay maybe not top 10, but top 15 for sure. Urghhhh, I am so angry with maths. I conclude that maths sucks and science rock. Though my science kinda suck too.

I'm sure you guys are sick of hearing me rant about my results.. Maybe I should create another blog just for ranting. Then my LJ will be used for emotional stuff and gossips. 8) Or maybe I should just colour code my words, so when you know its rant(s), you skip it. Haha.

Oh yes, I got green contacts.. Cus they don't have my degree in blue. I think I kinda wasted $$. On dye and contact lens. Cus there won't be much days when I get to use them and the dye can't be seen. Under normal room light I think. Maybe the colour isn't obvious.. Maybe its just cus I can't see. But I have an awesome picture of my hair. Haha.

I got think I got hair dye stains on my face and neck and hand. Hope they go away soon. I have it on my nails as well, its not going away. Maybe a picture post after this? But rather stupid pictures of my cat and some other random shit. Hah, we'll see.

Jo's house + harmonica(?) concert tomorrow, will be online in the early morning +noon +late at night. Anything, phone kay? I feel so happy for no reason, haha, I miss opinion talks with LF and YJ. Kaykaykaykaykaykaykayyyyyy, good night people, end of blog post :) Good night walking carrot.

P.S/ Its 1.50 and I spent 15mins on this post. Plusplus, I did online shopping :D andand.. Um I forgot, I wanted to write smth. Okay, people who needs me to link/relink I'll link later, haha, sorry cus I'm rather lazy to go edit it.

The person you like makes you smile while the one you love makes you cry.

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I feel so mentally and emotionally drained.

[Edit: 11.22PM]
Okay, I feel better blogging in LJ and talking to YJ. No more emo momo. Yippe, okay, maybe later. You know.. As I'm typing this, I wonder if ahemahem reads it.. OmGsXZsXzszsxz. Haha.

And I dyed my hair just now. Sudden, very. And my hair looks blacker than before, haha, kinda makes me happy as well. Cus I regretted (a lil) for buying the dye. I hope the colou turns out well, cus I left it on for a short while only.

Yesyes, mtp tomorrow and I hope I won't have to go remedial. WHY DO I HAEV TO GO WHEN I ONLY FAILED EMATHS AND I GOT 17TH IN CLASS?!!!! I THOUGHT MY HMT TEACHER SAID THAT ONLY LAST 30% WHICH IS LIKE 29TH POSITION ONWARDS?!!!!!

I'm damn angry cus its a full day kind of shit and I have to go from 8 to 12.30 and then like what, have english, elit and amaths lesson. I don't even take amaths please. I SHALL TALK TO MY MOTHER ABOUT IT. Happy me has 90bucks in my bank, enough for one or 2 more times of shopping and I'm gna go shopping tmrw with a walking atm. Must go do a long list of shit.

Kaykay, I sound like I'm in a good mood right! Maybe tomorrow will be a complain post! Haha.
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'You can't change the world but you can always change yourself.

I'm gna wake up in 4 and half hour time for school. You know what, first lesson is Chem then Amaths, then HMT. So out of 3 lessons, I got 2 free, best. I'm just gna go there and waste my time and look at ahem and ahem and then feel very guilty again.

I so can open a prediction booth. Haha, but its not true lah those things! Ha, I still choose to believe. Ha, okay, I'm bored, I think I'm gna go to bed soon, its 1.23, I'm gna read my mag and maybe sleep at 2 :O!

No Accuracy of Death tomorrow :( but YJ's house tomorrow 8)

Don't let the darkness of the past cover the brightness of the future.

Results suck, badly. I feel damn guilty that I'm in top 20 when I'm getting shitass results. Urghhh!! I failed Emaths :( [Though expected] with a whooping 25.5, quarter of a hundred. Andandand... I DIDN'T GET AN A FOR BIO, LAUGH. Asshole.

Surprisingly, I got C for my English, I think.. Or it was a low B !#$%^&*( And messaging my mum makes me very piss as well. Tuition was damn bad cus I wasn't concentrating again and my tutor got really angry. Haha.

Um, okay, I hope I get to catch Accuracy of Death tomorrow and get my contacts etc. Please people, don't buy this brand called Encore. (If I get an add for it, I'm dead, haha.) I need to do something to make me feel better, I feel guilty (a lil better than yesterday.)

Its petals shine in beauty, its thorn show its pain.

Today, wasn't good. I PMS-ed right when I woke up and guilt overwhelmed me when I saw 2 people I shouldn't see.. Yes, to the extend of being engulfed in it. Idk why I'm stressing myself so much, its just.. So not right. Okay, this is bad, end of emotional stuff.

Tuitiontuitiontuition. Ayeeee, badzsxzs. I think I kinda made my tutor angry cus I really wasn't concentrating and she had to repeat herself again and again. School was dead boring, fullstop.

Blue contacts, yes. Really, PMS, moodswing, bad, terrible, sad, guilty much. I feel like screaming, then crying damn loudly before going to bed. And maybe never wake up again. Tsk ah tsk ah :(

Even if love is full of thorns, I'd still embrace it for I know that in between those thorns, there is a rose that's worth all the pain.

There is a major difference between like and love.

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Juicy peach, milktea brown, Jewelry Ash. Hah, but I can't take MTB or JA cus I'm planning to leave them on so, nope. But they look so cute. I guess I'll be dying my hair. Yes, and I'm planning smth more to red and not brown. Actually, I totally banned brown already, but looking at the above picture makes me feel that brown is simply too irresistable! Okay, I'll check out the real colours first. I'm more worried that there'll be side effects...

Some girl in idk where dyed her hair and her face swelled up and she had to go to the hospital. And the did the 48hr allergy patch test. But I didn't do any... Omgzsxzsx.

Okay, and, should i get Blue contacts? Or Blue or Brown? Or Blue or Brown or Green? Or Blue or Brown or Green or Grey.. Hmmmm. I don't wanna look realllllly fair with the colour contacts. And its kinda waste cus I have another 2 pairs coming soon. I hop its 1 pair you know, like maybe the person forgot to order the stupid stars one so I won't get it. Yay. Then I'll get a refund and get a pair of colour one :)

I'll be getting more like normal blue than aqua blue cus I don't want to look fair as mentioned. So I should prolly get brown. But it doesn't look very.. Special? Maybe green is good. Oh man, Spoilt for choice. And I'm gna spend like 20+ dollars on my hair, plus contacts, 49+ near 50 already!! Then I won't have monaeeee to shop. Depressing aye.

I felt much much better after posting smth in LJ. Ah, relieve. Haha. Can someone tell me what colour contacts to get. I'm more concern about that than my hair. Ha, oh, I'm getting my IC soon! I hope before the hols..

I just close my eyes because I might see your face.

Okay, I deleted this whole post and reedited it, its 2.25 now and I might be posting at LJ later. Maybe.

I like my new skin. So simple and clean! Haha, and I like green! 8)

I wanna get started on my HMT book reallllll soon so I can complete my holidays assignment early as well. Chop chop. Yay for me cus I got an advertisement coming in realllll soon. But I don't know what it is. Haha, maybe when I see it, I'll remember and do a blogpost on it. This Narnia thing isn't the ad, though you are very very welcomed to click it. :) Personally, I think this narnia movie is quite appealing. Haha, but I didn't catch the first movie, so I won't go catch it.

I heard that if you put a (R) [rainbow] in front of your nick, MSN donates 20cents to the China earthquake. 20cents isn't big, small in fact, but there's so many people using MSN, so I guess its still a lot in the end. Even so, it won't hurt to put one cute lil rainbow in front of your nick :)

Talked to LF and YJ till just, yes 2.20++. Happy me, talking to them is still the best! But we kinda.. cheated cus we only started at like 1am or so, so it wasn't very long. Tbh, I like them more. Maybe cus we have more things in common. Okay, please don't kill me. Haha.

Reading their LJ + mine has been a pleasure. Long and wordy yes, but very.... heart warming? Haha. Yes, and I read all that I posted. It makes me wonder... Okay, maybe I should go get some sleep right now and wake up tomorrow morning and blog in my LJ. Good night people.

It's not fair how your gone, and how you're moving on so fast, while I am still living in the past.

Hey, I kinda like my title, haha, but its suppose to be a happy post cus Jing Wen is happy. I've been like PMS-ing for the past few days with cramps right before I sleep.. And somehow, the hot bottle shit ended up in my drawer. HA-HA. WHY IS IT THERE. IT SHOULD BE ON THE BED OR ON THE FLOOR.. Its damn random.. I opened my drawer and I'm like : (-.-) Then I stoned a while before taking it out. Lol.

Lets see, today has been ultimate waste of time again. Haha. Been so for the past few days and I kinda regret going to school. I don't mind detention cus it looks fun (don't slap me please. haha) but I don't like yellow forms. Hah, but lucky me haven't gotten one. But I think I'm fine with one or two... Cus I was given one year for the no-yf thing, and sec 1 is so over. That, was random. I, am in a happy mood. Cus of an email I received. :D

Umm, Raffles City with Jolene aft sch today? A"n"BC (I forgot the arrangement, but you know that shop, I know you do, haha) there was damn good. Fabulous. Lots of cute stickers, greeting cards and Jap things. 0hhmiieg0shh w0rrhs, sh0 kawaiisxzsxzzzzzzz. But I didn't buy anything. Ha, cus I figured I'll prolly buy cus its cute and then not use it. Tsk, waste money.

Then shopped around and had Jap food again!!!!! I always have Jap food with Jolene. Haha, it makes her happy too. Jap food is happy food. and it isn't too ex. Just, no sushi though. I'm not sure if I'll recommend it. There's a rather wide range of food but I won't exactly say its cheap. But kinda worth I guess. Okay, I think its... (Omg, I typed Sudoku and I (-.-) myself.. Haha) Okay guys, I really can't rmb. I know is duku or doku at the end. Sho or Su or So, can't rmb. Haha.

And then.. I went off to meet Brenda. :DDDD I returned her the disc I borrowed. 7 insane hours of drama. Haha, nearly non stop. Okay, I shall express my feelings for Brenda here:
I (insert heart) Brenda.
I love Brenda
ii lurffe Brendda wor
iie lurbbe Brrendda worhs
iies lurbbees Brenda w0rrhs
iie lurrbbesx Brrenddasxzs w0rrhsxzsxzzzzzzzzzzz.

Haha, I can't continue, really. Well, its been long since we had a nice chat and we went to stadium to "zuo zuo liao liao" (it actually means sit sit chat chat) But its again, random!! I didn't know NAS people were there and I think theres some football trg. Haha, it was suppose to be some emo kinda talk but were we laughing at the footballers. OMG, DON'T KILL US PLEASE. HAHA.

Umm, reached home kinda late and I slept on the sofa cus I decided that I can't be bothered to change the channel of my room's TV and thus, not sleep there. Why isn't Jolene online, I WANNA TELL HER A GOOD NEWS.

I'm gna start my insane drama routine soon and OH SHIT I JUST RMBED THAT I HAVE IMPT. THINGS TO DO!!! URGH!!! And I have to do a lot of fund transfer.. Like 3 transactions. (transaction reminds me of POA...) I heard that theres shitloads of stuff to do for HMT. Like 2000words in total. Yes, 4 zeros, two thousand. It makes me question if I should go work. I need money, GSS and stuff. I shall do a lot of planning anda lot of thinking.

I need to think if I already made a decision and if the decision was right and if it was worth it and if I really meant it and if I won't regret it and if it would mean another emo kind of period if I make that decision and I really, really, really need to get the word NAFA out of my head. Its not exactly a word, haha, but w/e.

Maybe I'll post some pictures soon, but its only pictures of me and YJ + LF, from my phone. Haha. Oh oh, and I didn't feature anyone on friendster, sorry, cus I couldn't decide who goes first and stuff. Haha. Okay, good night!! (I'll still be online though)

I kept having blanks for my title, I really can't be bothered. Emaths was disappointing x 1million. I swear I never expect myself to get so low. I got 9 points for maths while other people will be happily calculating 9 for total... I want to swear but I promise I won't. I got so agitated while talking to YJ that I wrote everything in caps. Tsk, I don't wanna talk about it, so angry.

English was just as bad. Bio as well. I don't know why I studied but I still screwed my papers up. English I got like 27.5/50. (shows wtf hand sign)(insert vulgarities) My summary is to blame.. And bio.. Really, I don't know what to say. I expected an A. OMG, AND THE HIGHEST WAS 77 ONLY. one more mark till B. And my mum was damn @#$%^&*( she asked "why your bio so lan? Your bio suppose to be very good one right" and even worse of English.

Urghhh, so bothered by HMT and (someone). Its kinda stupid, but I can't help it. Its 11.42, I haev to bathe, do chem and maybe send in my mum's shopping orders. I'm gna earn $$ from it. I don't wanna have maths tomorrow. I want to rest... Maybe I'll message my tutor tomorrow...

And I'm so angry with myself. I left home with 50+ today and I came back with 3bucks. (shows wtf sign again) I spent $30 on contactlens... I think the stupid shop in the market over charged sia.. Angry, anyway, I don't have to worry for my contacts for like 4mths or so at least. Best. I want to get Jiji a bigger cage and get her tons of toys.

Oh yes.. I PMS-ed today. I had a hugeeeee moodswing and I somewhat managed to calm down abit. In the afternoon it was the happier part, so good for LF and YJ.. I aim to cut down on vulgarities, change my temper, save more money, read more books and buck up on my studies. I need a job. I need money. I need a lot of time. I need a break.

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Done with chem. I suddenly remembered that today, I fell asleep in the afternoon and the door bell rang. I think I was still sleeping while I tried to get off the bed and open to door. Then I just feel damn hard on the ground. Like someone hit your leg or smth. And I couldn't get up. So I just kept screaming for my brother to answer the door cus the idiot was pressing the bell non stop.

I remembered that he screamed at me. I think there's smth wrong with my left knee.. I want to scream... Haha. Okay people good night.
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I know when I leave, the distance will keep us apart.

Somethings are best left unsaid, left untouched. Sometimes, sacrifices are necessary. But it still hurts to give it up.

I'm old enough to know better, but too young to care.

Results been rather okay. I'm uber disappointed in HMT cus I really don't wanna give it up. All the years of "being with it".. Kinda wasted if I were to drop out right now. Sighs.

Chem wasn't bad but wayyy lower than what I expected it to be. But I really couldn't do the paper so B4 ain't bad at all. I failed SS by pathetic 2 marks and POA was the bestest best. Could've gotten 3rd but WC beat me to it. 1 mark, tsk.

This reminded me, Happy birthday Wei Cong, Mathew and Kenneth. Though I know none of them will visit this web, but I'm just being nice.

Bio + English tomorrow. I totally wasted my day at school today, we only went through chem paper + 20minutes of pre-lab, how great. Kay, I have mood swings, tsk me. Haha, bye.

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I suddenly remembered that someone fucking deleted my sims from my phone. OMGWTH. I PLAYED SO LONG THEN YESTERDAY I WANTED TO PLAY. IMAGINE MY STUN LOOKS WHEN I DIDN'T SEE MY SIMS.. CCB... I don't know if I deleted it on my own.. BY ACCIENT.. But it took me kinda long to get there. Asshole.
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I got scammed.. It says wax crayon, but its oil pastel.



Suppose to be sex



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I see smth I shouldn't see :O!! I;ll upload mine next time.

I dressed like shit the day we went to HajiLane, some effhead inspired combination. No miniskirts FYI. Our face looks so oily cus its damn warm in lifang's room. Haha.

Another blank title again. I've decided that I shall do a vulgarity post. HURRAY. For people who are still drinking from their mum's breast, please skip this post. Okay, not like you'll listen to me anyway. Well, I don't think its vulgar, more like crude. Omgzsxzs, actzsxz liansxszx w0rrhszxzsx. Your mother, I see you telling me that in my face I swear you're gna leave with one ball less(if you're a guy) and maybe one tit lost(for either guy or girl).

I'm posting this umm... some shit I'll probably regret after a while cus I'm just feeling very .. dulan lah, haha, I don't know what to replace the hokkien word with. Just angry, yeah, feeling rather unfair.

Okay, I did some thinking and I conclude that parents are fucking bias people. When you grow old, and become a parent, you'll be fucking bias too! HAHA! SO YOU CAN'T NOD YOUR HEAD AND SAY YES. But probably right until now I can say that Lifang's parents aren't bias. They aren't even real... They are aliens underneath... HOW CAN ANYONE'S PARENTS BE SO GOOD. I DON'T MIND IF WE WERE TO SWITCH POSITIONS RIGHT NOW. But I'm sure she'll mind... But even if she doesn't, I wanna take my handphone, zen, camera and lan pei laptop with me. Though sucky, my laptop contains many, many secrets... Muahaha. Okay, kidding.

Okay, I can say that parents are fucking bias and not feel guilty cus I've decided that I'll either adopt one child or none at all. But I don't know whether to adopt a guy or a girl.. Well, guys, when growing up, tend to watch porn and maybe masturbate which is gross shit. On the other hand, girls, well, you have to get them their bras and undies and they'll be shy lah shy lah and they'll quarrel with you when you get home, for embarrassing them. What am I talking, tsk.

Anyway, highlight of today(minus photos later)!! As I was approaching the main road to get a cab (at my grandma's), I witness a ...quarrel? Yes, quarrel, over cabs. FUCKING CAB SNATCHERSSSSS!!! KNNNNNNN!!!! Its kinda obvious that its one of those cab snatching thing but the couple whose cab's being snatched are taking actions. But it isn't their cab anyway, they're just waiting while this stupid Indian woman came to snatch it. Okay, I am a racist, but this is not a racist post. So happen that the snatcher is an Indian while the couple are Malay people, I can't side with any.

Okay, we (me, woman, brother, aunt) approaching and saw this Malay youngster going up to this Indian woman and talking to her, angrily. I'll write what I heard.

Malay guy: somethingsomething(either I forgot or didn't hear, sorry)
Indian Woman: I was not waiting for the bus. [somethingsomething]
(IW walks away angrily)
MG: (shouts) CHEEBYE LAH YOU (or was it ccb...)
IW(from far): YOU THEN CHEEBYE LAH YOU, YOUR GIRLFRIEND DON'T HAVE CHEEBYE IS IT?!!!

Now, allow me to cut through first. Your mother sia, you scold people until like you no cheebye like that, wth was that? At least scold smth right, nothing to do scold people's girlfriend's cb for what. Her cb offend you is it.

MG's girlfriend(also Malay btw): You then cheebye lah you [somethingsomethingsomething]
IW: I call polie ah you!! YOU DON'T GO, I CALL POLICE!!

Excuse me... They were scolding each other in the middle of a footpath, with people walking by..

Cab spotted from not so far away and MC waves for cab. IW being slow(and on the phone) waves later. But the IW damn smart ah.. On the pretext of quarrelling with the MC, she walked tot he front, near the traffic light, which means in front of the MC, allowing her to get a cab faster.

Guess what.... THE CAB STOPPED FOR THE MC!!! HAHAHA.

Then the next cab came and stopped for us. Happy, but we were behind the MC queuing while I look at the quarrel. See what you get for calling the police.. Tsk.. Well, she really was on the phone. Can you imagine... When the police comes, and she stomps her feet, acting cute and tell the police that the MC scolded her cb. The police will laugh until they cry... But who'd be so stupid to wait for her to call police. Hello, you think what, your husband working there is it, waste resources..

Did I say that we got a cab earlier than the IW? Anyway, we did lah. Stupid cab snatchers... Okay, the above was so abcdefghijklianz please. (Voice inside my head says "Dear god, I've sinned)

Okay, I'm gna do a picture post later and I wanted to write (This is sex) for a japan gummy. But then, I haven't had sex and I don't know what does sex feels like. No, I'm not interested to know anyway. Despite that recently, I kept msging Brenda about sex. Haha. And the sweet taste good, but maybe not so good lah. Haha, but they're cute shit :)

Okay, picture post next. **Somethingsomething refers to what I didn't hear.

Current at bestie's. Have no idea what to write for the title, I'll just leave as a blank first then... Don't ask why I'm here. I can't wait for me to study hard then go into JC where I'll be out early and home late. After I graduate, I'll be 18. An adult, freedom, at last. I don't like to wash dirty linen in public, close people know what happen. I guess you can guess what happened too. But I swear swear swear I did not quarrel.

Bugis street with Jolene today. Then to Haji Lane. Well, actually, its just Bugis first, then street, then Haji lane. Then we cabbed to Marina Square. Cus its just so warm!!! Hmm.. Well, the rich ass bought Zara jeans + top. About 80 in total I guess. Then we had Jap food for lunch.

THAT WAS THE BEST... Though its slightly more expensive than Sakae, but it was damn worth it. Proceeded to Secret Recipe for desserts. Strawberry Cheesecake and White chocolate macadamia cake.. Haha, I don't remember the name, but I give 2 thumbs up to the white chocolate cake. Jolene prefers the SCC. Was suppose to have another chocolate cake but we decided not to wait and cancelled our order.

Then Muji + CityLinkome, bathed, packed, escaped. Haha, kay,I'll do the uploading of pictures when I get home. Mundane pictures again. And I haven't taken any pictures with Jolene, tsk!

Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.

Okay, I deleted everything and gna edit this post again. I blogged that I'm in a happiness mood which I am/was but its getting neutral now. Still happy though, and that I want hols to come asap yaddayaddayadda. The usual manicure, dye hair and stuff. And I spent a whooping $120(or so) on online shopping. I am that great.. Come to think of it.. I didn't buy much.. I guess.. Just a few pieces of cosmetic, 2 tops, contact lens and some hair product. There goes my 3digit sum of money. Tsk.

I packked my room, it looks so clean. I am gna list what I'm gna do tomorrow in case I forget again. Did I mention that the Superhero movie sucks? I think I did, anyway, if I didn't, it sucks. I'm dealing with 2 angry/(fillintheblank) people right now. One just went off and I'm hearing the other talk. But I don't mind being a listener. Cus everyone needs listener and I'll be glad to be one! See, I'm so nice.. Tsk (to some people). Hahah.

Okay, I'm actually rather grateful that * was nice to me and told me where he's going etc even if we're not responding to our chat which ended like over an hour. I'm grateful that he bothered to explain stupid things which I asked and somewhat regret asking cus I asked a lot of times already and I was being a pain in the ass. So much more but shh, secret okay... Haha, I'm so bored, my mum's nagging me to clear my things, I wanna talk to Jo.

Umm, maybe I'll post in my LJ or something. My SE phone sucks. The current slide one. Right now it has some problems of like auto shut cus I shut it off every now and then during exam period. Sheesh... I don't want a new phone actually.. I'm so nice. Haha

Happy me I'm going out on Sat for lunch/HT with mum at TheMarketPlace again. Was suppose to have things on on Thurs and Fri but some changes and yeah.. Sighs. Maybe I'll come re-edit this post if I remember anything, bye. SE phone still rocks much 8))

I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, but I call them my best friends.

I'll be nice and do a double picture post, but warning, highly bimbotic pictures. Haha. Anyway, I did whatever I posted just now. Superhero movie sucks... I wasted my time on it. Haha, but thankfully, not my money. For that, I had to dl FF.


Okay, and I went to scrub the sink. I don't find that a chore but I think its rather fun.. I sound like a maid when I say i went to scrub the sink, haha. But its damn easy and I feel very happy when I see a clean clean sink. Omg, I sound psycho.. Why would anyone like to do housework when you can use the com all day. Haha.


And I made changes to my room. Shifted my bed, and re-packed a lot of things. But I still got a lot lot lot lot more to pack.. I am so terrible. And I regretted having a shelve on top of my table.. Well, I don't like the colour. Those ikea shelve, and you will drill holes and put them in. Sighs, the next time we repaint our house, I'm gna choose the colour I want, I don't care what my mum says.


But you gotta admit, usually, your mum is right. When your mum asks you to do your work, you better do. When she says work hard, you do too. Cus someday when you just wake up you'll realise that you wasted a lot of your time already. But too bad, there's no second time for somethings. Well, I haven't bring up the idea of another piercing and my tattoo. If I do, I'm never gna make it out alive. Haha. Okay, time for pictures, will MSN with the Amy and Jo before I carry on packing(sighs).































There are a few with damn nice designs!!! I'd love to get them.. Too bad my wallet doesn't approve of it.



I MISS YOU MONSTAAAAAAAA, COME BACK SOON OKAY :::::::::' (


P.S/ I wanna go Ikea again 8)