Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.

Dinner with moma at SwissHotel-The Market Place last night and the bill came to be a whooping 100bucks. Coolio. Just the two of us. But actually, I feel really bad, cus I insisted on eatting there when I'm not like hungry cus I went Sakae with Jo and ET before that. But anyway, the salmon sushi there is damn damn good okay!! I asked for non-wasabi one and there was mayo with it. BUT IT STILL TASTE GOOD!! Ohmygod, I must go for the jab cus too much sashimi is bad bad bad. Haha.

Test papers are back. I feel kinda sad over some papers which I PASSED, but I don't feel anything for the paper that I failed. Haha, I failed HMT! Lol, and uhhh, Chem test 1. Anyway, results as following (not very good actually, sighs): [CTs only]
Chem: 25/40
Bio: 29/40
HMT: 54.5/110
SS: 5/20
How great, my HMT is 0.5more marks to passing!!! And I will fail overall cus I did really badly for my compo. Like 30.5/70. HOLY SHIT RIGHT!! 85/180. 5 more marks to pass. And according to MrsWong, my SS, is nearly there. They should've marked more leniently please. Paying attention in class sucks like !#$%^&*(, but I've got no choice.

You know, I always think that Wednesdays and Thursdays (thurs esp.!) are pretty not bad, cus you know that Friday is approaching. But I think from now on I'm gna dread Fridays, CUS I'M HAVING TUITION!! I think on Wednesdays as well. Haha. MUST BE A GOOD GIRL AND DO WELL!! Oh shit, reminds me that there's POA test tomorrow. Ohshitohshit. Have yet to study. (Though there's nth to study)

And I don't like my brother. Whats the damn use of PERSONAL laptop (each) when he kept asking me for mine. Fuck him sia. And whats the damn use of putting my password if I freaking want him to use my laptop. I can't bloody stand people typing into the address bar!! And worse thing, the address repeats a few times cus that idiot bloody type wrongly. SO ANNOYING LAH. I SHALL STOP LENDING HIM MY DAMN LAPTOP!!!!!!!!!

I think I'm gna really fall out with my mum someday. Not that we did now/just now/w.e, but we just don't think alike. Then again, we both are Taurus, bloody stubborn bull. I swear I'm so gna cry when I get to poly/JC. CUS I CAN'T FREAKING GO TO NAFA. I'M SERIOUS!!! Fuck, but she's been a good mum, really. Single handedly raised two assholes up and earning enough (more than enough) to let study, stay in a nice house and stuff. But she always thinks that I don't freaking care about her lah, so annoying. She doesn't appreciate the presents I bought for her, which made me feel kinda reluctant to buy her presents. What is all this shit doing here, should blog in LJ.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOGMOGMOGMGGGGG, STUDY. Haha.

P.S/ Its kinda annoying to have people you don't like, to read your blog and tell you about it. I'm sure some people think the same way. But afterall, its a public blog. (Not directing at any schoolmates)

Love is like a butterfly, it settles upon you when you least expect it.

Ohman, my left eyelid was twitching realllll badly today. Got back my Bio test(the one before CT) and SS. I am so not satisfied with my SS. I got a muthurfucking 5/20 for all it! The best part is, ITS ENTIRELY SOURCE BASE. GREAT ISN'T IT?! TOTALLY UNFORGIVABLE!!!! Alright, now you can laugh, you can go "Hahahahaha, still say History Source Base get 13.5/15, now get 5/20, my ah ma can do better lah! (proceed on with laughing)" OHMYGOD. DAMMIT!! Well, you reap what you sow and I fucking didn't reap anything so I won't sow anything.

Oh, I might have reaped something, something bad. I just feel that I'm full of vulgarities now. Bio wasn't to satisfaction either. 1 more mark to A2. HORRIBLE!!

Anyway, HMT teacher isn't here and early dismissal. But I had to go back for CCA. Like omg, I got another thing to add onto my troubles. C.C.A. I feel damn bad please. Like, I actually went into CO, happily played the instrument, wanted to buy one to happily play it at home etc etc etc and all of a sudden, I'm like: BOOM, I HATE IT!!! What is wrong with me?! Being fickly minded sucks. I also always do things on impulse. The teacher might not even want me back. If I were to go back, I'd have to work double (or even triple) as hard to cope with it.

Actually, I don't hate my instrument. I kinda like it in fact. Yay for me cus I can play an instrument. But its the darn da zu that makes me feel so !#$%^&* lah. It falls on Saturday morning, which means no late night on fridays, which means waking up early on Saturday, which means changing into sch clothes etc, going to school, stand for 2.5hours(0r more), playing the instrument, getting scolded over and over again etc. Its kind of a mood spoiler lah. Whats more, YOU PLAY THE SAME SONG OVER AND OVER AGAIN. SAME SONG!!!

Okay, such rants shouldn't be in blogger,but LJ instead. Oh well, Lifang expected a longer post about the camp, this is to make up for it. Though I think this is boring, yes?

Ohoh, Jo brought Ferrero Garden today. Cheer for it. It doesn't taste bad, at least better than Singapore's FR cus I'm still having Ferrerophobia (thanks to the Stomp video).

Not in any order:
Far east plaza
TM
Bugis street
Shopping
No money
Bags
Shoes
POA
March holidays

I've fallen in love many times, always with you.

Back from Sec3 camp yesterday! I.am.tanned! Hah, though its actually bad for health that your skin gets exposed to sun, but I still like my skin colour. Could do with a darker tone, I look kinda... orange(?) now. Haha.

Myohmy, I wasted one Sunday away! Gna wait for 5more days before I can relax again. Ohshit ): I so wanna go shopping at FarEast yo ): Sighs, gna burn a big big hole in my pocket again. Bye atm card, I think I'll have to bury you.

Telling Brenda that DaShaoYe works makes me feel so guilty. I actually spent my Nov+Dec holidays shopping, staying at home and rotting like a log! Ohmanohman! Gotta work during this March I guess. Might have some problem thanks to the darn camp. >: /

Didn't take much picture there though. Nothing much to update anyway. Life's been boring much. Anyway, the campfire sucks. Regretted going to the camp, not :D But the hygiene there has a bit of a problem eh? Haha, and I can't get used to the water there ):



I SURVIVED KOREF!

A teardrop is insignificant in a pool of water, but it can touch the soul as it runs down someone’s face.

Sighs. Gotta wake up in 4+hours time for camp. Ohmigosh! Urghhh.

But the good thing is that CTs are over. Hurray. Ohman, I so did not study for the last few paper. (Inclusive of bio!!) Ayeeee! Okay, I'm still feeling rather down and confused cus I just watched my drama.

Damn, I'm lost for words. Just feel that I'm really really tired already ):

The most beautiful view is the one I share with you.

Maths is tomorrow! HOLYSHIZEL!!! Have yet to study and all I've been doing is online shopping (omg, as I'm typing, I'm experiencing dejavu. Freaky) And I spent 120 over freaking dollars on taiwan instocks. Right now its reduced to like 100 cus one of the bag's not available. Omgomgomgomg. Then I proceeded to US one. OMGOMGOMGOMG. I MUST THROW MY LAPTOP AWAY MAN.
Note to self:
Pack camp bag
Pay dealer
Get items need

How can you be friends with someone when everytime you look at them, it makes you want them even more.

I'M FEELING VERY EMOTIONAL AND I DON'T WANNA STUDY FOR COMMON TEST!!!
:(

It's hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.

Omgz, the camp stuff is making me freak out, I so wanna just quit and stay at home instead. I swear I'm gna get homesick and stuff :( Plus, I don't know why, I think I'm like gna have rashes or something :0 And my mum made it clear that there's no way she's gna come all the way to msia if I fall sick cus her passport expire. Wtf? Haha.

Vday wasn't very pleasant cus of some morning incident and yeah, stuff like that. Haha. But I gave the girls the cupcakes that I baked! Yay! And rocky road turned out welllllll :D Shall make more of it and give it to *.

Okay, and Ikea with Jo, ET & EJ today. Haha, Jo says I look like I'm moving house. But I only spent 17dollars there! Hah, and the shuttle bus takes a longgggg time to come. Everyone except Jo is asleep on the way back to bedok. Haha. ET is a nice guy :D

I think I really can't control my emotions. Its like, lights out and I'm losing it. Damndamndamn. I don't want to be freaked out and feeling stress over everything. Come on, its only 3days! I am so gna cry during camp. Urgh. I hate this! And, talking to Lf + Yj during Lit and on MSN makes me even more depress. I miss them :(

P.S/ Jay's WoBuPei MV ROCKS AND ZuiChangDeDianYing IS VERY NICE. YAY!

The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up.

Today is so freaking screwed. I sleepwalked and went to my mum's room. Woke up late. Realised I didn't bring PE upon reaching first floor. Back. Down. Late. Waited. School alone. Laughed like some maniac during PE.

I totally forgot about class fund and I wanted to collect 0.75cents from them. EACH OF THEM. Then I only remembered that I can save all the trouble only like... when I was waiting for the doctor? Will have to return the damn $$ back to them tmrw.

Andddddd, I missed 17, waited for 2omins, took 30mins bus ride, then upon reaching the bus stop, AND JUST AS THE BUS LEFT, I REALISED, I WENT TO THE WRONG CLINIC. I should've gone to my family clinic instead. LIKE #$%^& LAHHHHH.

Okay, main point : Everything seems to be going wrong today. And I freaking brought back my maths book and did not do it. Next time, someone, please remind me classfund whenever money needs to be collected. Thank you. I mean, this is my first time as a treasurer, I have no damn experience, I am bad at maths, I cannot handle stress, I am slow and stuff like that. Yeah, you get the point anyway. I feel like everything is really screwed up right now and I really need a break.

Turn away to say goodbye, with each and every word that passes by like a distant memory.

Yay, my hunnybunnyinstantycamy is with my cousin. And artwork today during art club was very satisfyingggg :D I like! But SiHui had to destroy my crab :( Okay, I got this feeling like I'm anticipating smth, but I don't know wth is it. Smth is gna happen i think. Good or bad, idk.




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Today's.






Saturday's.










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Random. MsLim was expaining smth about the ; and my paper happen to be in her hands and this was what she wrote. Well, ; = explain and she wrote Wei Cong is a hunk; [you don't have to know whats written, click to enlarge if you wanna see] blahblahblah and terribly gay. Hahahaaaaa (-.-) I am bored please. I disturbed xm.




JingWen says (9:04 PM):
xm
JingWen says (9:04 PM):
xm
JingWen says (9:04 PM):
xm
JingWen says (9:04 PM):
xm
JingWen says (9:04 PM):
xm
♬♪ says (9:04 PM):
-_-
♬♪ says (9:04 PM):
dots
JingWen says (9:04 PM):
xm
♬♪ says (9:04 PM):
u siao
JingWen says (9:04 PM):
oi, i calling you
JingWen says (9:04 PM):
why you never aks me what
JingWen says (9:04 PM):
xm
♬♪ says (9:04 PM):
wad??
JingWen says (9:04 PM):
_l_ :D
JingWen says (9:04 PM):
LOL


Okay, bye, I think i wanna go bathe, do my homework, then pack bag + sleep. Yay!

Bag it

This is so depressingggggggg! >:/ I am such an idiot when it comes to reading chinese web + online shopping. I don't like it! Anyone can get these (refer to top) bags for me? Would appreciate it. Each cost like less than 20bucks please. Okay lah, + import fees, handling fees, it would be like 20+. When I say get, I mean buy, not pay. I will pay for them okay. Would really really really appreciate it. (Only the first 2 pictures are of the same bag but diff colours, the rest are different.)

I love you so much, it hurts sometimes.

I did mention I watched KungFuDunk, yes? Okay, anyway, I watched it and Jay is number 5 :D Okay, I like him :D

Aunt's house yesterday and I'm the only teenager yo. So no more chance to win back what I lost. And all the zodiac books stuff says that we'll fall in love and then emo and stuff like that, SO TRUE! Haha. No, I don't know why either. Just that my mood isn't good for the past few days. And I miss momo all of a sudden just now.

Yeap yeap, anyway, last night, on our way home in the cab, I just bloody cried. This is so stupid. I cried over the NAFA matters etc, well, you get it. The point is, WITH MY CONTACT LENS ON! And I was so tired that I fell asleep halfway through my tv program ):

Okay, shall make a trip to ikea soon, soon soon soon. Only after reading YJ's blog then I realised that common tests are coming. OMFGZZZ. This is so soon, darn emaths. I.am.so.doom. To be honest, MrThen teaches well, as in, well that it isn't bad afterall. Its my fault okay, I didn't listen, I don't do homeworks (cus they stink) and I'm having pre-school blues. This is depressing, I don't feel good about going to school. I want friday to come soon, I want the weekends to come soon, but that will mean that CTs are approaching realllllll soon too.

Must use the time during free periods to start studying + making notes. Yay me. Oh, speaking of yay, I got my FLH's disc already. Yay isn't it :DDD And I updated my ipody with new pictures and deleted more songs. I have pathetic 47songs now. Weee. Haha, I'll only listen to songs that I like, so its pretty wasted if I put in tons of songs, I'm not gna touch them anyway. Pictures tomorrow ya? I'm tired now. Gna bathe + pack and maybe game before I sleep. Night people :D

P.S. I miss long fringe + my nails ):

Cause I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far.

KungFuDunk is nice nice nice nice nice. At least I think the basketball matches are nice. Haha, but a bit of jump here and there and mixing up. Like, KungFu, then basketball, then found papa and went back instead. Yeah, but not confusing lah, I just don't like some extra parts. Maybe they should just focus on love + kung fu or family + kung fu, not both.

Tickets to AhLongPtdLtd.'s all sold out/font seats left. Tsk. I think even with the bad reviews, many people are still watching it lah. Brother watched CJ7, I wanna watch too! But moma doesn't like Stephen Chow (?), zzz. So I've got 2 more movies to go, yay.

And it feels good to know that you have money around you :DDD I banked in 450bucksssss. Then I took 20 or 30 bucks out again. Haha. Yay, rich! Cus I'm left with 503. MUAHAHAAAAA. Shall remind myself to not bring my atm card out or its gna go back to single or two digits again
:(

Okayokayokay, I wanna buy/watch the new uhhhh.. ShinGoon (okay, I can't freaking remember his korean name, but its that prince from goong. Not lu, no no no.) Shall be a good girl and do my homework later. Can't believe this holiday's ending soon. Sighs, thinking of school + common tests makes me so sad. I wanna go shopping the whole day! Shall plan a trip to far east soon yo.

Happy CNY

Been a few days since I went online man. Sighs, tired x 1million. Have yet to touch my homework (but I can only remember English -.-) Okay, this sucks. I have no idea what to blog eh. I wanted to win a lil more money (gambling) for shopping, but ended up losing instead. S***, I lost 23dollars in the first few rounds lah. Tsk. Okay, pictures, I don't know what to type already. Might be going to catch AhLongPteLtd with moma later. PLUSPLUSPLUS. I'M GNA GET FLH'S NEW QING GONG GAI BAN DISC :D:D:D


Okay, I wore my purple contacts + did my nails :D But the nails not very well done lah, in fact, it was quite shitty cus I didn't go for a proper manicure and I was half asleep when I was doing my nails. Anyway, both "diamond" dropped out from my 2 index fingers already. Haha

I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.

Ohmygod, still no news of my precious! Sighs. And a new one would cost me 99bucks please! Urghhhhh. I hate finding things at home, its dead #$%^&*( okay, you get what I mean. But I don't think I wanna complain about homework cus CNY is approaching :DDD

Means earning of extra money (but kids, gambling is bad, bad bad bad bad bad.) and doing of nails :D Yayyayayayayay. But I don't like the idea of my nails chipping (-.-)

A new iPod Nano Generation 3 would cost me 248, but I might be able to get the ipod nano from my brother, FOC. I'm torn in between. ipng3 = videos = yay + 4GB = more videos = more yay. ipng2 = foc(?) cheap = yay x 1 000 000 + I don't have much songs, so 2GB is like more than enough. I only like to listen to my favourite songs, so extra songs = waste space anyway. URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Suddenly, camp seems interesting (minus mountain climbing cus of little oxygen + minus rafting + minus very fast night walk [cus of night blindness] + minus yucky food + minus moths and insects) Okay, thats like a lot of minus, no good. Must think about it carefully.

URGHHHH. I AM IN SUCH A BAD MOOD. DAMN MOODSWINGS (this time, its like one min happy, the next angry) I think the main thing that makes me happy = cny and angry = camera.
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Moodswings.

THIS IS SO ANNOYING. I CANNOT FIND MY BLOODY POLAROID/INSTANT CAMERA. Okay, this sucks. Sucks sucks sucks sucks suck. Sucks with a capital S. Okay! Like S, ass, S ass. W/e. I am irritated by myself cus I still haven't touch my SS after that previous post and I can't bloody remember wth I kept that thing. YES YES, SLAP ME (if that will make me do my work and remember where's the last place the cam was seen) OHMYGOD. THIS IS STILL SO ANNOYING!!!! >://///

This is my lost baby ): [Fujifilm instant mini 7]

I AM SO BLOODY SAD LAH ):
Period.sucks.

Who I am, hates who I've been.

Can't believe that I just wasted my weekends JUST LIKE THAT! Its now Sunday 9.35pm. In like 2-4 or something hours time, I'm gna be asleep and waiting to start a new boring old day. Ohmygoddddd, I feel like a rotten piece of shit. Being shit i bad enough, rotten ain't any better. Damn.

Been considering darn hard whether to go the camp or not. What seemed scary isn't so scary anymore. Lets see, the mountain climbing might be fun afterall. Maybe it isn't as steep as I think it is anyway. Haha, OHMYGOD, AT THIS EXACT MOMENT, I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED, WE HAVE TO CLIMB DOWN AFTER WE REACH THE TOP. HAHA. Yeah anyway, will give the rafting shit a miss cus I can't swim anyway. And night walk might be fun. But the best is the long bus ride + pitching of tents! Yay, can't wait.

But moma told me to not go cus I'm such a kia si person. Yesterday, after we went to TM to get my top, there's this fucken huge moth. Like damn huge, 3/4 or whole of brenda's face, trust me, its dead big. THen I was walking and my neighbour told me that I stepped on that thing. I was like "wah?" Then I turned to see and i fucken scream and stick to their gate. ITS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CORRIDOR, IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE DOOR AND I COULDN'T GO IN. Somehow, I just got in after a very long time.

Anyway, I got a new bed frame + bed. Yay, but I don't really like the bed cus its hard (-.-)

Ohoh, shopping yesterday wasn't bad ya know! I got my top + a new bag again! WEEE. Both are checked one sio! And both red. Lifang, CHEER. YAY. I love them. Though I have no idea why I bought the bag. Haha. Nevermind.

I'm stuck at SS, have to quickly do that and maybe nicely go do a chinese newspaper article with shen du(chim). Cus the teacher complain that the previous article was too shallow. Damn, I even did it and he said it was too shallow. How much chinese words do you think i can read, summarise and write my reflection within half and hour. (This sentence is so not organised, but you get the point-limited time).

Okayokayokay. Must do ss and stop talking to them about camps/NAFA. I am so in the new year mood, I wanna do my nails now :D

Haha, and I'm so stupid cus I'm doing my work on the bed when I have a studying table (-.-) Ohoh, accomplishment- changed the sofa uhhh.. cover! But I broke my nail while changing ): my left hand 4th finger )))): But thankfully, its only the white white part where the nails grew out and not a lot lah. I WANNA SKIP SCHOOL ON TUESDAY!

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Try to understand what I'm trying to say here :DDDD No no, not the deserts I made (its cereal treats and tiramisu :D )