If some things are better left unsaid, then maybe they too are better left undone.

No school for me today, no amaths. But studying with Jo and ET later and maybe tuition. Thanks to my mum lah.. She told me to have another lesson cus its gna be Emaths 2. I'm left with POA, E.Lit, Bio and Mathes paper 2. Ayeeee, happy me. Cus I'm going town right after Bio paper. I can't wait to visit Spotlight and make present for youknowwho, but then maybe not again. Then I'll wait for my cosmetic to arrive before thinking whether to buy more cus I currently have 4 freaking mascara.. And all are new!! Haha.

I can't wait to go to the beach with DaiEr to tan. I can't wait to go out with R6 cliques and R5 cliques. I can't wait to get an oven cus Bakebakebake is so tempting. I can't wait to order a million things and ask for registered postage cus Polyvore is damn #$%^&*. I can't get the things that I see.. I can't wait to do something to my hair. (OMG,YAYSHITYAYSHITYAYSHIT.IAMSOHAPPY) I can't wait for my contacts to arrive. I can't wait for yet another movie marathon with nice movies. I can't wait for my job (which I currently don't have) I can't wait for my day and night cycle to be opposite. I can't wait for new dramas (woohoo). I can't wait for MTP. Idk, I feel happy to get my report book even though I know Maths would be a F.

I can't wait for so many things!! I'm gna bathe now and then play while waiting for my hair to dry then off to meet "studying people". Pictures of Polyvore soon kay? I am so happy.. Polyvore is addictive. So is ONTD. :D

You mean well, but you make this hard on me.

I'm a happy girl cus I don't have school tomorrow 8))

Finally, I get a break. Been sleeping late + waking up early for the past 3 papers. I even woke up at 5 on Monday when school starts at 8.30. Studied studied studied and fell asleep. The paper wasn't good. Urgh!! I hope I pass.

Emaths paper 1 today wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I hope paper 2 would be equally good :) But Chem was badbadbadbadbad. Probably cus I didn't study and this is what I get. Tsk.

And, today, I spent a lot. 36 or so on Sakae and 35 on HagenDaz. Like omgwtfurghhhh. And its gna be after exams alr.. So I won't have enough money. Plus, I just spent $170 on present for mummy. OMG!!! AHHH!! $170, 15minutes in SK, a huge hole in my pocket. I only have $xx dollars left.. Its not enough to pay for 10people's worth of movie expenses. Calculate. Sighs..

Cus you can't turn back time that has past.

I like this picture on top. Its titled "Alice in Wonderland". Best ever.

Its like 6 hours since my last post and I have yet to study. I went to sleep for another 2 hours. And I predict that I'll go and play Viwawa later. My predictions are never wrong. Well, most of them. Anyway, people who went are: Me(duh), Alster, Jolene, ET, Jason(Idol), EricJ.(Idol), WeiLi, ShuHao, Denon (the one who randomly wished me HappyBirthday when I was walking home from Tmart), Shankar (very nice guy), Benedict(yes? Or Benjamin, sorry.) and YuanMing. Shit me, I counted and there's suppose to be 12 but I only named 11 and missed out YM. Haha.

Though somethings they did were rather unacceptable, but they're still really nice people. Haha, they make good friends. Speaking of which, I got a new found um.. I cannot say best friend though she's like near best alr cus we've been msging ea other a lot now. But I got soooo many best friends alr. So I shall shift some people to very good friends. Haha, I know she'll be reading this. Feel happy yo!

But I'm on the verge of killing her cus of smth. Haha, I think my laptop and handphone's rather screwed up. Though my phone of 1 year and 3 (near to 4) months has got tons of memories, but its old shit alr. Haha. Not to mention this laptop... And the TV in my room... And the fan.. And the cupboard.. Hah, thats a lot!

You know, our English passage.. I can't help but understand the writer. Its not a good thing. I got this diary that exist in my mind as well. Haha, makes me laugh. But many things run through my mind and I don't pen/type them out immediately. Resulting in a rather boring blog post. It was suppose to be full of things which you can discuss but everytime I hit post, more things come back into my mind. Urgh!

Okay, something's coming back. I didn't go get my instant cam or the vodka from my cousin cus I was too lazy. But me and Jo managed to get beer and some umm.. 5% vol drink which is Vodka... Haha, FAKE ONE. FAKE ONE!!! Well, but at least its better than barcadi. Wayyyy better. We asked some.. am I suppose to use Beng? Haha, okay, very nice guy he was looking into the "fridge" then I randomly asked if he's buying and if he can help us buy. But he's under 18 so he asked his friend to help.

LUCKY SHIT!! THE CASHIER IS THOSE TYPICAL AUNTY WHO CHATS WITH RANDOM CUSTOMER AND WILL COMPLAIN WHEN SHE SEES KIDS SMOKING!! And I am in my sch uniform, so I am taking a very big risk. OH SHIT OH SHIT. I SUDDEN RMB. THE SCH WILL SEE THIS IF SOME ASSHOLE parent(s) see(s) this. Omgomgomomggggg, like I care (-.-) The school is so not giving us privacy.

I know its wrong of under 18 to smoke but this isn't new to the school please. And they're kicking up a big fuss when some parent complain. I bet its just to show the stupid kid who went "Mama Mama, see, this guy, same level as me, smoke leh." Your mother.. If he's like same level, that makes you sec 4. And you'd already have known or heard soandso smoke what. Omg, damn irritating, privacy not respected. Even when my mum sees me surfing friendster/reading people's blog, she don't question. I bet if the school sees this/ pictures of people smoking in blogs, they'll ask whoever that is to shut it down...

Haha, I think I went a lil overboard, should stop right now. Haha, okay. OMG, I AM GNA PLAY VIWAWA THEN STUDY SS. OKAY. I MUST STUDY!!!!

I didn't think that I could feel this pain.

I told myself that I'll be halfway through SS by Saturday. That, was on Thursday, and right now, its Saturday, 26thApril, 5.20PM. I am so screwed up. I have yet to study(study, not revise) on SS, Bio and Chem.


ET's chalet yesterday. Before I jump to that, English Paper 2 was fine, so was HMT paper 1 part 1. Part 2 was screwed. Back to chalet, there were only 3 girls. It was boring yet fun. Fun cus the guys are really funny and the fun was at the later part at night minus going home part. I was told that I should not comment on it.


One of the matter to be brought up: Eric and Gabriel (I really hate to type his name cus I feel so dirty) were talking about smth in the toilet and yaddayaddayadda, the plastic door broke. It was rather loud when the plastics drop. The top part of the door had a huge hole. (I suddenly rmb, won't it mean that you can see who's bathin inside...)


The main part wasn't that the door broke, but that ET was like "nvm nvm" when Eric said he'll pay for it. Still, the main point isn't about who's paying but about their attitude. Richass. Haha, though I know, just have to pay for the stupid thing, but they're so cool about it. I bet if its my chalet, YuJun will be so shock that she'll make the scared scared sound and her limbs probably feel jelly. Then Lifang will be like "ohmygod ohmygod" smth like that. While the rest of the people would probaby stone there.


And I said smth to Gabriel, wait, actually, I said it to the air or to myself, but it was loud on purpose for him to hear. Then Jolene and ET gave me the (-.-) or ?! face. I couldn't remember. But I know it was the truth anyway. And I just learnt of a secret which I think LF and YJ will be :O about. I'm very prepared that I will never be friends with him so why should I bother if saying that will make him hate me?


I'm very fine with not being his friend. In fact, I'm delighted! Its not like we'll be real friends even if the hatred isn't there. Well, a lil something for someone, if you can't eat humble pie, don't take it. You know things are gna happen to you but you chose to embarrass yourself and disgrace yourself. I don't wanna know why cus its so bloody obvious already.


Some people as well. They say they hate soandso, they complain about soandso but they are still together with soandso. Wth is wrong with those people? If you don;t like whoever that is, keep your distance, not complain and then still be friends. And when others complain about soandso, you say that the person is mean. What is this?! People who wants to be fashion designer hates art. People who thinks POA is for stupid people took POA. Irony, oh irony.


Second thing to mention: Dinner for 12 only cost $98. Amazing. But I don't think the boys had enough. Anyway, there's more food for them in the chalet.


It isn't fair, I didn't see YJ at downtown east yesterday. Okay, time to end. Bye.

Once the feeling is gone, it will never come back again.

I think I totally screwed my English and HMT paper...Yeah, somewhat. Sighs. For English I wrote a little too much and for HMT... I swear I could do better if there's more time and I don't feel sleepy.

I felt sleepy and I slept for like 10mins or so.. Which led me to freaking chiong the rest of the paper afterwards. Urghhh! I really wanna do well for MYEs but I just can't.. I'm too lazy to do so.. Guess what, I haven't started on SS and Chem and Bio... Best man, best. I don't understand, I'm only left with 5 papers... But why am I ending on 8th May, tsk.

Come to think of it, first half of the year's gna be over soon. Before you know it, exams are over and you're right in front of your teacher for the MTP session. (depending if you're going or not, I'm going cus I don't want the teacher to badmouth me. Haha)

I'm dead worried that MrThong will ask me to quit HMT. Then 4+years of effort have gone to waste! Amazingly, its been 4 years since I took HMT, which means 7+years for Science.. Wow. Talking about studies makes me feel depressssss. But right, now there's nothing much for me to blog.

Been sleeping late and feeling tired like abcdefg the next day when I have test. BUT THE WEEKENDS ARE COMING! OHMYGOD, YAYNESS MAN. I CAN SLEEP TILL 10AM OR SMTH! I'm so happy. But I have to work extra hard cus I haven't started on SS and I don't know if I have my books with me..

ET's birthday tomorrow. Some people I don't like are going! But nevermind, it isn't my party anyway. My turn will come, soon!! Webcam with Jolene is still very fun cus we attacked each other with our stuff toys and I laughed like a moron. She's bathing right now and I can hear her brother's tuition teacher teaching him chinese...

Oh yes, today, after English, I went tmart with the girls + Claire to study. I only did like 2 or 3 questions?! (-.-) CAN YOU IMAGINE!!! 5HOURS!! Even if you say 1hr for lunch, another 1 for buying stupid things plus walking back, I got 3 more hours left!! I could've finished the first 5 or 6 chapters of Chemistry and maybe SriLanka of SS!! Urgh, 2 questions... I need to buck up.

I have no idea what I'm gna do tomorrow.. I forgot that Jessie has MT paper after English paper and I need to get ET's present. URGH!! I want to study, but I feel like sleeping. Oh oh, do not, I repeat, DO NOT DRINK RED BULL!! Both me and Jolene drank and our bodies kept shaking.. Not umm.. smth wrong which you are probably thinking right now.. But my limbs are like tremoring.

Sighs, okay, I'm off to read my Hao Zuo Wen now, haha, bye!!

Now you tell me you need me when you call me, on the phone.

Tuition was good! I'm so proud of myself. But I remembered that I slept during SS and Emaths. SS was like yesterday.

And goodness me, tomorrow its English paper 1 already! Have yet to memorise the formats.Urghhh! I don't know whether to go studying with the girls tomorrow or not. Sighs.

Webcammed with Jolene for the whole night + afternoon and we're still playing! So fun! Friday would be a somewhat busy day yes? Must start on SS and Chem and I might be having intense 3 hours tuition on Monday!

Oh man, I don't fee good. I'm always sick during exam periods and its so annoying! Yay me cus I'm gna order more things online already! Kay, I'm gna like pack and sleep!

Money and power only last the hour, but friendship and love withstand the sky above.

I'm so proud of myself cus I attempted Maths umm.. past year paper (which is homework anyway) and I did the homework in Maths textbook. ONE OF THE FEW TIMES MAN!! Hurray cus I did try to do the sums 8)))

Have yet to start on SS, horror, must do so asap, prolly during the weekends/thursday. I think I'll be busy shiat on Friday cus there's English paper 2(yay) and HMT paper1(:( ). So I'll either get ET's present after english paper or after HMT paper which is like evening time. And I know what to get him alr, which isn't bad cus I don't have to think about it anymore.

"You don't know what you got till its gone" which in my opinion, means, unless you lose it, or you won't know you have it. WHICH MEANS, WE CAN ONLY LIVE TO REGRET... (nsomethingbsomething) I'm tired, but not as tired as Jolene.

She stayed up the whole night to study... Okay, she will be my motivation, I shall work hard and win her. Haha, anw, sleep early kay. (To everyone esp. Jolene)

P.S/ AMY, I READ YOUR BLOG AND I SAW THAT!! (And I saw DarrenN's blog too) Again, thank you everyone.
Ohoh, the bag I ordered arrived today! Tomorrow, I shall clear my links and send the owner a msg! Though a little different from what I expected, I still like it. My com's a bit crazy, going off after packing my messy table. Night people! (Oh, it was EarthDay but its past 12 alr, nvm)

Love sought is good, but given unsought is better.

Before the photo and stuff, I'd like to thank people who wished me Happy birthday today. Even random people sending their greetings makes me feel so happy! I was walking home from Tmart and there's this guy with umm.. a group of guys? Haha. Yeah, and he randomly shouted "Jing Wen Happy Birthday" which was very nice cus I don't know him. Haha. I know he's from 2r4 and.. I think his name is Denon? I really have no idea. Lol.

And Joan wished me + handshake today during lunch and I missed her handshake. Haha, I missed a lot people's handshake... Except for Jolene's and Lifang's cus they kept shaking with me. Jolene esp. Haha, anw, just really really touched cus the R6 clique actually got a cake!!

Received a handful of presents but they're actually huge cus I got a bigggggo soft toy :) From Catherine, DarrenN and LiXueMin. Haha, Lifang got me the zinc bag, Jessie got me MYUK wallet, YuJun the art box pencil case and alster a key chain. Um.. I hope I didn;t leave anyone out... Haha, and I think I'm gna receive a water bottle tomorrow!

Anyway, JOLENE IS MAD!! SHE GOT ME A 50BUCKS WEBCAM. OMGZZZ. SHE IS... Okay, I musn't scold. But she's just really really really nice :) Plus they got me a cake. Thats the most touching part, but I didn't cry lah. I'm touched not cus I got a cake, but cus they celebrated it with me! Yayness. Had like 4 slices left and 1 goes to MsWang. Thats called bribery. Haha, and then Brent and WeiCong shared and YuanMing and GuoHao shared.

Yay, share the joy. I am so happy. Tons of people wished me happy birthday! Jolene and Jessie gave me cards as well, gorgeous! Well, friends I have are really amazing people. They put up with my bad temper and emo shit and craziness. No matter how much I scream at them, at the end of the day, we're still friends! :DDD

I feel so happy, like the happiest birthday! And I had dinner with momma today. But I screamed at her on the phone just now. Haha, cus she was being an ass and kept asking me about my brother and his lens. She just shouted "work hard". She's been saying that since forever.. Haha.

I think things about my birthday is getting boring. I missed out bits and pieces but oh well, its all the same. Still, thank you very much to all who wished me. Read this and feel happy. But sorry that I can't remember your birthday or what cus my brain is... sighs. HAHAHA.

I think momma's always like "work hard hor/you know/blahblahblah" cus I'm not born smart like my stupid childish brother(who, by the end of the day is actually very nice) Okay, anyway, today I paid attention in class. (CLAPS) I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF!

And POA mock(or not) was okay. I realised, for the past so many assignments which I did, I got the positions wrong! Haha, never mind, I still did balance! I'm really excited about getting our test results back you know, though its gna be shitty. Haha, okay, I'm in a really good mood.

Tuition was great! For me that is. I pity my tutor cus she had to repeat and I do the sums rather slowly. Haha. But she's really good. Okay, pictures to end this post cus Jolene wants to read it and I'm suppose to do my homework.











I did not squish it!




Hi, my name is Buttons, the ugly doll.



I use to reside at JingWen's keyboard.



But then moved to her handphone, where I committed suicide.



Random




Yay for a vulgarity free post!!

I can't sleep at night when you are on my mind .

Its officially 21st April and in about 6hours time I'll be 15 :))

And Happy birthday to Mr Ng, Anson and Belinda! I thought there's suppose to be someone else as well... Haha, I hope I remember. Thanks to people who wished me happy birthday/will be wishing. Haha.

Did 2 hours 30 or 45minutes of POA. 1hour 45, slacked for an hour before continuing the other hour or so. Just for 3 questions!! But quite a lot of subparts. And tuition starts tomorrow! I'm actually happy. I'm suppose to feel very frustrated that I have to spend time on studying, but at least I'm doing something and not stoning.

Today was rather horrible cus I didn't do anything from 11 till like 7+. And I kept doing the same action over and over. I kept scratching my arm till it bleed. Haha, rather funny whenever I think of it. Psycho much.

I've decided not to delet my blog and past posts but from today on, I shall be a good girl and study and cut down on vulgarities. Come to think of it, I did not .. how do you say it, fufil? my new year resolutions. Sighs.

Must be a good girl and study hard cus I haven't started on mugging and stuff. I'm so scared of my moodswing later! Urghh!! Its 1.10am and I MUSTMUSTUSTMUST sleep now. But I gotta pack my bag. Haha, okay, night people. (Reminder to self: link DarrenNeo and Hanis.)

Sometimes, sacrifices are necessary

Was suppose to go and meet someone to get my bag but I was told that the delivery girl is sick and all meet ups are postponed to next week. Shit...

And everyone is telling me they're mugging today. Studystudystudy (idk why everytime I spell study, I type out stupid.) Sighs, must start putting the stupid timetable and go full speed ahead. Yes, for about 2 weeks. Urghhh. And tuition starts next week. Which means I gotta start reading up on some stuff before the tutor comes.

To make things worse, I've been going out till evening for the past 3 days. Last minute decision for Seoul Garden yesterday. Only me and brenda ate. Haha. Then walked around to get our stuff and home. And I packed my table. Yay.

Well, YJ and LF went with us yesterday, but they had lunch already and went to get my birthday presents. But I felt bad cus they waited for us before going home. Lol. Birthday's in 3days time. Wanted to go out to get some stuff while collecting my bags. Oh well...

I just realised I'm born at 0638am.. No wonder Gabriel calls me a bitch. Haha. So strictly speaking, I'll only be a year older by then. And NC 16 movie will only be available after 0638. Haha, I'm bored. Tsk. Must start planning!

Your eyes say everything without a single word.

I reached home late today and yesterday. 6++ near 7 doesn't seem late... but neither does it seem early. Sighs, MYE coming, hve to work harder yo.

Emaths test today and I freaking stoned during + after the test. I left the whole of question 5 blank and went to sleep. Sighs. But I think Shane left the whole paper blank and jumped straight to "bed". I hope I don't screw this paper up.

And we received another scolding from another teacher again. This is the zillionth time already. I don't think my class is stupid, we're just lazy people, really lazy people. If we can answer the questions teacher asked, I'm sure we can do the test. (My inner voice is screaming "No Jing Wen, you stink at maths, haha) Shit... And I really felt bad to the teacher who scolded us cus she was tearing.

I'm gna try studying at airport for a day... I hope. If its okay I'll study there :D When I say okay, I meant no distractions.

Plaza Sing with Jolene after school today. I waited for her for an hour! :) Um.. Okay, then.. Daiso, Spotlight, Manhattan FM, trained home and cabbed. Fucking cab snatchers... I was all wet and waited for like half an hour lah.. Idiot. And I wanted to scold the driver cus he any-o-how drove and cut lanes but in the end he gave me a discount and opened the door for me. I don't give a damn about the one dollars discount, but he opened the door for me. :D Very nice service.

I shall plan what to do after MYE and those will be my motivation! Must be a good girl and do lots of work today. And I got moodswing again yesterday. Haha, I fell asleep while watching tv and when I woke up, I feel very I don't know how to discribe.. but its a type of sadnes. Haha. Then I went to the living room where moma just left then I started to cry. She told me to go and bathe and sleep. So I did.

:) * was very nice as well :)

You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

I did a post but I've deleted it and replaced it with this. Too bad. Cus it was up for like... 1half hour? Haha. Too bad to those who didn't see. Not much anyway, was trying to be stupid. I was in a hurry and didn't blog properly. I shall try to recall what happened during the weekend..

Oh, I suddenly rmb. There's this period of time when I used NEway. I didn't pronounce it as Ann-eeee way. I meant Ni way. Haha, so.. Yeah.. Random -.-

Okay. I spent 10freaking hours on dramas on Sunday. Did practically nothing on Saturday. Coolio. Okay, I somewhat regret it cus I'm not catching up on my studies. I'm scoring shit for SS. And MsKum says she's gna talk to our parents about asking us to drop into CombineScience. Horror. My Phy sucks like shit so I am not going there. But I'm confident of my bio anyway. Umm.. Up till now.. But not so much for the most recent test. Haha.

Okay. And Emaths tomorrow. I don't freaking wanna study. Urghhh. I woke up with runny nose today and I got well. Then I'm having it now again. (-.-)

Did PreLab thingy for Bio, SS was still shit cus I didn't listen (guiltyguilty). English was even shitter cus I couldn't be bothered with her and she walked off without greeting us. Bad. We're gna drive another teacher away again. She is the millionth teacher already. But gotta admit that she's realllllly bad at teaching. Or maybe she just doesn't want to teach us. One paragraph dedicated to her, haha.

POA was rather good. Yes, good :) But I didn't concentrate which means I got nothing in my brain. And I am not revising now. Sighs. Hopeless. I think we can be called "Fang Niu Ban". Yeah, we're close to it already, haha. The term's really good but the meaning isn't. And HMT was fugzsxz shitsxzsx.

I wasn't told about the god damn compo test which like the whole level had. So I crapped some shit. I did not read up on explainatory and newspaper shit. But it isn't entirely my fault and I know tons of others agree. I wasn't told okay. If I was told, I'd have done preparation work.. Hmm, maybe not, but I'll be mentally prepared and bring my e-dictionary instead of complaining and feeling very fustrated which led me to not being about to write.

It all boils down to one person and I don't want to name HER. I'm dropping obvious hints, you are born with a brain, use it. And obviously from my tone now, I have yet to calm down. Damn, if you were me you'd wanna murder her as well.

TM after school for contacts again. Bauch and Laumb or whatever the spelling sucks like shit. I used the monthly one. Its thin and easy to wear. Starting was okay. But then.. it started to get more blur and by like 4pm, I was as good as not wearing contacts. Damn shitty right. I am angry. I wasted 15bucks on it. And the asshole aunty didn't tell me its 8.7. Still, it got into my eyes, duh.

Then starbucks again. Haha, omg, I hate myself. But I didn't order the same drink okay! Yeah, shared with YJ and home afterwards. I had a boring day and I still don't wanan study for Emaths. Muthurf.. I wanna kill that stupid girl.

Very random pictures.

Before I start complaining/blogging about boring things, I shall show you guys a picture of the tattoo I want.. No, I am so not copying T but I wanted it since I was pri 6. But pri 6 was just any0how playing but I'm rather serious this time. But I gotta do some serious thinking cus I'm gna tattoo it at a rather visible place... And I don't want to regret. Oh well.
The real thing:



My fake (haha):





Okay, well, today was rather okay. But I felt bad cus I totall wasn't listening to MrsWong during CME and was engaged in my own discussion. Sighs. And HMT ended at 1.50 and I went back to my classroom and slept all the way till 2.30. And Shane was also sleeping cus his CCA starts at 3.


TM with LF and YJ. Lunched at Sakae, suppose to be my treat but they still paid for it. And I wasn't allowed to use my card cus there's something wrong with the machines... !#$%^&* Walked, shopped, talked. I was damn sad cus I had to "give away" my pencil case. Really damn sad.... Wanted to borrow DeathNote DVD BUT SOMEONE BORROWED IT ALREADY!! So I ended up with CJ7, which I'm gna watch later.. :)


I'm bored, damn bored. Pictures are damn messed up and random... Will be replying haloscan soon, but still, do tag okay!

When you love someone, you love the whole person, just as he or she is, and not as you would like them to be.

I somewhat forgot what I wanted to blog.. But I remembered that I've been screaming "I want my laywer" since yesterday and I am serious about it. But after what happened, not so much already. Until something else happens. I am so freaking gna sue ahemahem for slander!!! Asshole. I want to drop the subject and make my blog a happy place.

Lets see what is happy.. Hmmm... Well, tomorrow is Thursday which means that Friday is approaching. Hurray cus I am going to TM on Friday. Deng deng!! I see a big wide grin on my face! Unless something bad happens. Hope not.

Half happy, half... pissed/sad. Well, the pissed part I think I can't help it anymore. If they want to behave that way, they go ahead, at the end of the day, its not me getting into trouble. And happy cus of * :)))) I think I should just blog whatever abt * in my LJ in case it gets too annoying. Haha.

Something else which is sad, is that, I am not gna celebrate my birthday!! Wl, I could've held a chalet on the 17th then till 19th or something, but I didn't!! And they wanna study, which means I'm gna celebrate with the R6 clique only... I WANT TO CELEBRATE WITH 2!!!! Sighs. I want my wallet!!!!

Will be waiting for 1111 again before going to sleep. I saw 1111 by chance aft coming out of my room yesterday! :D But I'm dead tired and there's Bio test on Friday, wish me luck babes.

Ohoh, I was a bad treasurer cus I told the Maths teacher to collect the money for TYS on her own. I swear I said that, I shocked myself. Haha, wth.

If you live to be a hundred I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you.

I still went to market after CCA to return my disc as well as to cut my hair. Waited for ovr 30minutes just to have my hair cut.. But was somewhat worth cus the fringe wasn't that bad but the back was rather short. It feels weird to be touching such short hair.

And I had to re-do my art piece cus my previous one was gone and you know last minute works suck the most. And I freaking cried last night, then I fell asleep while crying. AND MY EYES WERE FRREAKING SWOLLEN!! Till this morning... My left eye was still a bit, well, I could feel it. Woke up late this morning and had to take LF's dad car. Tsk..

TMall with Jolene today. Congrats to me cus I ponned all 3 maths enrichment. I know I'm the one who's losing out anyway. Lunched at this Central HK cafe I think. Food wasn;t very bad, but I left like more than half of it? Damn wasteful sia, I feel guilty.

I kept promising to upload the pictures but I didn't. Been really lazy, and I'm sure blog posts are enough right! Haha, okayokay, will try to upload them soon. I'm really nice and did homeworks today. Yay. Going to TM on Friday again, need to get my lens.

*'s the bestestbestbestbestbest ever :D I'm actually somewhat touched by what he did today, though he is suppose to do that. Hmm, I wanna wait for 1111 later :)) Good night people, will check haloscan soon.

When the Monday blues doesn't go away...

I was like bloody hyper or something in the mornig then slowly my excitment died out, which was bad cus I'm not focusing in class. Bad x 1million. POA was worse cus the teacher had a really bad impression of us (I guess) and she set ground rules (already). No sleeping, no freaking electronic devices, no not bringing of notes, no... oh, talking. Means no "You wanna go Macs later?"

So we'll prolly converse like this:
Owner's Equity consists of Capital and Drawings right? (Translate: Do you wanna go Mac later?)
Either "Yeah, only these two (Trans: Yeah, I going)" or "No lah, still got more"(No, I am not going)
WL, damn bo liao. As stupid as today's Assembly though it helped.

Okay, I am damn pissed now. Fuck x 1million.

When you walk away, I count the steps that you take.

Yay, things are much better and I cried for nothing. Omgz lah! Haha, I need/want to go Bugis with besties asap... And I so don't wanna go to school from now till 21st april then break again till 25th april after which I will be heading to ahemkittenahem's chalet. Yay right. But I'm still thinking if I should drink................

And yesterday, was rather um.. half busy. I slept at like 5am yesterday morning (strictly speaking, its Monday already) and I'm very happy with it. Somewhat productive, yes? And up at like 10+ or 9+ yesterday for some praying thing. And I quarrelled with my mum last night and today over the same thing...

Oh, this reminds me of something funny. I was gna complain to Jolene about my mum then I decided to disturb her. I ended up laughing to the laptop like some idiot. And she got very nice brother and sister. I think her sister's pretty :)

Anyway, back to yesterday. Then went to AMK hub to do some shopping. At this point of time, I would like to give myself two thumbs up and a pat on my shoulder! I DID NOT BUY ANY SHOES!!!! HOORAY!! But I should've gotten one cus my fave pair is spoilt already..

Okay, another break, you know, I went to Ikea on Saturday and I took the shuttle bus back to Bedok MRT. AND I SAW CHOOCHEEKONG!!! Haha, I think its him. But I didn't talk to him or say hi cus it'd look weird...
Me "HELLO! YOU REMEBER ME?!!!"
CK "(-.-....) You are.....?"
Me "I am JingWen lah!! YNPS one! Primary 3 or 4 same class as you one!"
CK "(Pretends to rmb but he doesn't) Oh... Right.. Hi"
Me "Hello..."
(awkward pause)
Me: (walks back to my original spot quietly)
...
Okay, was that lame or was that lame. Tsk.

Back, as I was saying... AMK Hub isn't like what my mum told me it would be!! It isn't very youngster-ish or whatever lah.. But I didn't shop all of she shops. At least there's O2Skin, FaceCredit (or something, I forgot) and TheFaceShop. And I anyohow bought nail polish from O2Skin, feeling a bit dumb after that.

And I so did not buy any shoes when I saw one that I like a lot! Sighs. I think I'd have gotten 2 or 3 pairs if I were to buy... And my mum got one pair for herself. So idiotic, recently, if I'm going out with my mum, she buys something for herself while I decide not to. And I'm so stupid cus she's paying. I hope I get a bigger ang pow this year.

Alright, late lunch at Fish & Co. I prefer Manhattan more though moma thinks F&C is better. Still, it wasn't bad and she didn't say go FoodCourt. I faint ah. Will try NewYork NewYork next time. Hooray.

I kept saying that I'll post pictures but I didn't... Maybe later (most prob not) or tomorrow. But its pictures of mundane things and my photogenic hamster. There, the one who got me damn pissed cus of the problems with the food. But she(I assume) is just so cute..

Sighs, Monday blues. I so don't wanna go school. I fell asleep just now and woke up at 9+, forgetting that it was Sunday. I thought it was Saturday lah, then I felt very happy then I remembered that there's school today, I got very angry again. Haha. Anw, my P's here.

Success isn't permanent, and failure isn't fatal.

I wanted to do one freaking long hate post and the "you-fucking-die" kind of post but I decided that my blog will be dirtied. Bad enough that my eyes are like blind thanks to people constantly mentioning his name. And I got this bad habit that who/what you mention, I will picture it. It just comes out automatically. Even when I'm blogging. Haha.

Anyway, I don't think much talk is needed. Maybe some comments from me cus you know I rock much (HAHA, MEREDITH!!) I think I can be friends with her. Haha. Okay, anyway.. Here's what DarrenN. said:

- Darren says (10:49 PM):
you know forums de people say
- Darren says (10:49 PM):
cause they see the edison nude photos mah
- Darren says (10:49 PM):
then they say his dick small
- Darren says (10:49 PM):
"cause god is fair, good lookign people have small dicks"

I have no idea whether its true or not but at least, for this case, SO TRUE!!! Haha, well, if you have small dicks it probably means that you're handsome. Don't come telling me you got small dicks cus I don't wanna know. Well, reason why I'm saying this is cus HIV guy msged Karmaine that he has a 12inch long dick. Wow, I so do not want to see it. Its amusing how people like to embarrass themselves and think that they're really being looked at or what.

Too bad kiddo, you're famous for the wrong reason. Why do you think you're handsome... Cus you got stamp on your eyes and you couldn't see the mirror and other people. Oh, thats why.... To you and yourself, you've been the greatest, the most handsome and has the longest dick... Eeew, so gross.

He can be friends with SD, my cousin's bestest friend. Say "Hi" to your new friend, The Clown! Cool, so the group will be The HIV Clowns. Oh wait, it'd be so not fair to S cus she's not HIV positive. (I assume she isn't) So it becomes The Story Of The HIV Kid And The Pitiful Clown". She is pitiful cus she is in the same pathetic story as MrHIVPositive. I am so sorry if all these words of HIV are making the images of HIV people go to your brain and thus making you uncomfortable.

Man, I am going to die. Along with nine other bitches. OPPS, ONE OF THEM IS A GUY! And they are so my friends cus "friends call each other bitches". There you have it. Bestest. Then we'll have this Bitch FC where all my bitches join and be one huge family and each and every one of the post have headings like "Will HIV spread through the air?" [Well, lucky for us it doesn't] or "How long can a HIV positive live?" Good question, my answer would be "As long as he can live with the humiliations".

Maybe someday his kids will go "Papa Papa, why are you so ugly" (OPPS, I JUST MADE A REALLY MEAN COMMENT) or "Papa Papa, why aren't you dead yet?" or "Papa Papa, will you spread HIV to me? I don't wanna die. I think I'm pitiful to be your child." OH WAIT, WHEN YOU HAVE HIV, YOU CAN'T HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX CUS IT WILL SPREAD AND YOUR SPERM CAN'T GO TO THE WOMAN'S EGG AND YOU CAN'T HAVE KIDS!! Oh, I am really sorry. And who in the right mind would wanna have sex with a HIV?

I am sorry but I'm sure others would rather have sex with small dicks than HIV cus they're nice to look at. Alright drop the subject about sex. So funny lah. Okay, I'm holy, just like HeiRen, we are good friends, peace out yo. HAHAHAH.

Okay, looking at T's tattoo, I want one too! Been wanting one since Primary 6. But it'd be a no no if I want that as a 16year old present cus I'll still have school and Olvl.. I wonder if I should get present for myself.. Cus it'd mean something bad. Haha, very not good.

Okay, Ikea with Jessie and Alster today. Suppose to be with YaXun, Amy, Jocelyn, Karmaine and Hanis but Hanis can't make it and I ended up with Jessie and Alster only. Cus the rest came and left and came and left. Haha, I'm so tired, lets cut short lah okay. And I bought some stuff for myself :)

Pictures soon kay!

It is the unknown we fear when we look upon death and darkness, nothing more.

Tests are over. I got zero focus, tsk. And I'm expecting rather bad grades for all the tests I took today. Still screwed up SS despite "studying" and well, about chem.......

(long pause)

Still really sorry to Hanis cus we had to redo the experiment, stinkypoo. Then to YX as well cus she waited for her and couldn't have lunch and I think she was starving. I felt damn bad :( And I still screamed at someone today. Someone very dear. I have a very bad temper, I know. I need a shopping spree to change my mood. Yay.

Returned "My DNA says I love you" and the fee was abcdefg lah!!!! I shall return DVDs once I finish them! That person even called and told me that its over due. Haha. Borrowed Charlotte's Web and its still touching despite that I read the book already (D'OH!)

I so freaking want to scream at my mother cus she is so stupid!! She just likes to sms stupid things and piss me off and I see the way she type her sms ah.. Aye.... Torn in the eyes!! So stupid. My aunts are even more stupid cus they anyohow-ly said they wanted to come to my house. So last minute >:/ I want to flush their heads down the toilet bowl. Haha.

Tsk, I'm still angry. I.need.to.shop! (But spending money makes me feel so sad)



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I am so so abcdefg. I am killing myself and I am so gna do badly for whatever tests that are coming. I got.. 4 but out of which 1 is English Essay so I don't give a damn, test and I can't believed I stoned just now.

Just what am I doing... I think I should really slap myself and wake up. Things are very very wrong with me these few days. Ummm, strictly speaking, yesterday and today. The only plus point for today is no chinese. Which sucks much cus most of the time its stress x 1million. Malay words come from English letters, I don't understand why chinese can't and its trying to act so unique. Tsk.

Don't tell me I don't know how to appreciate school right now and will regret in life next time. Well, my next time isn't here yet so I still get to complain (oh shit, the previous post) and regret next time. Must do tons of self reflection this weekend. My Bio experiment was screwed... -.-

I should've waited for your reply and not assume (yet again) and I'm really sorry about what I said.

P.S. I love JessieWong.
People who see me online, mind just opening my conv and type "go study"...I really need that.