Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

Was suppose to update yesterday but my internet kinda screwed up and I'm stuck with playing sims. Haha. Yeah, well, I completed bio (claps) but I think I did it wrongly. Who cares, at least I handed up yo!

Anyway, Bugis with bestest girlfriends today. And for like the first hour, I bought everything I saw. Well, nearly all. All the red notes just kept going out and never did came back :( Then lunch at Sakae. WHICH WAS VERY FUN!! We just laughed a lot over really stupid things.

Then to Bugis street where I continued to spend my monaeeeeee. Somewhat tired and we went to Starbucks. Then more laughing and hell loads of photo. Then home. And while YJ's at the toilet, me and Lifang had a talk, a somewhat heart-to-heart talk. Which was very pleasant.
:DDDDD

And I was damn retard cus I saw this injuried cat downstairs and I went to bring it food and ended up taking lots of cat pictures. Besides the injuried black cat, there's like 2 more ginger cat(?) So more more more pictures!

Okay, pictures post later, gotta clear my stuff first.

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I am so sorry that I am so vulgar. But yeah, w/e, people like that should not be spared from insults and humiliations!! Nehneh!!!!

And the reason I'm avoiding it is 'cause I'm afraid of the outcome.

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With tears streaming down her cheeks, she said, "Don't go, please."

I don't like it when all my emotions get mixed up and I can freaking decide on something. One minute I'm like "okay, I need time to cool down and stuff, so I shall not go and meet him again", and the next minute, I'm on my way to blabbering a whole load of shit. This stinks, seriously.

Just came back from a torturous 9+hours in school. First... 1.5hrs was spent on some pledge shit, and someday, we're gna go embarrass ourselves. MuthurF. The next 8hours or so was spent in AVA room, on how to be a leader and related stuff. Minus total 1hr of other thing and 1.5hr of lunch, we spent... 5+hr in the AVA room, with eyes glued to the screen. Uber coolness [sarcastically]

And it rained dead heavily. Sighs. Bus ride on 28 and 59 brings back a lot of memories. I was suppose to board 18 since its raining [for convenience and I'm sure you don't want me to explain why, its rather boring] but I ended up boarding 59 cus I didn't see carefully and I wasn't in a right state of mind.

Still, I told myself that there's Saturday. Sighs. I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO!!! NOW!!! [Someone refers to zzzjo esp.]

P.S/Its weird talking to your Primary 2/3 cousin cus you have to take note of what you type and the language you use. Yes, my cousin added me on msn. THIS IS SO WEIRD!!

I'm sorry that I'm holding on so tightly.

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After posting, I went to bed and fell asleep immediately. All the way till 8. Abt 1+hr lah. But I expected it to be like 10+ or 11 alr. Haha. Nevermind. Anyway, I think I felt more calm after my nap or w/e that is. (Oh shit, I forgot what I wanted to blog -.-)

Neway, though I said it many times but I shall say it again. I love LeeYuJun :DD I think cus we became closer thanks to all the r/ship problems I have recently. Haha, yay, me love her! And I feel really sorry cus this is the 2nd time I am pangseh-ing Jolene and Jessie in shopping. Sorry sorry sorry! I really need time to sort things out and do my work as well. Hah, they're really good friends btw!
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People who are sensible about love are incapable of it.

Am suppose to bathe first before blogging so that my hair can dry but YJ's going offline soon, oh well. I wanted to just like edit from the previous post but I decided to post pictures of Gemma and FrejaBeha (yay, new love). Nail polish off, bathe, game and then off to bed. School sucks. I have to reach at 7.20! Urghhh!!! I look like I've been poisoned cus the nail polish stained my nails. Can't wait for Saturday!!! :DDDD








Gemma Louis Ward (I think)
She doesn't look good when she's skinny!!









Freja Beha Erichsen
:DDDDDD


Good night people.

I'd like to stop the clock and make time stand still, cause baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel.

This is rather random. The lyrics just came into my head all of a sudden and I forgot abt this song. Tsk me.


TM with Jolene just now and I spent moolahs!!! But not much I guess... I can't even figure out how much I spent. But I managed to get my contacts, hamster food, contact lens and deposite 60bucks. YAY ME! And today was the first time that I brought my umbrella out, shopping. For a very stupid reason lah.


And I was being a very ncie girl and cleaned my hamster area. And I even mopped the floor. But when I got started on the living room, a somewhat-huge-moth came and disturb me. It just suddenly landed beside me and I fucking scream and threw the mop on the floor before coming here, my mama's room and using my laptop :D


Speaking of mama, this morning, she foughtquarrelled with my brother. Over a stupid reason. Like after my brother had this stupid spects maintenance, he broke his spects. Into 2. Because he put it in his pocket. Dumb please. Whats more, wth is a spects maintenance?!!! I wore spects for so freaking long and I didn't do any maintenance. So, they quarrelled really loudly at like 7am in the morning, waking me up from my sleep.


I went to bed at 2am and have to wake up at 8 and they freaking woke me up at 7?!!!! Urghhhh, they I started to scold both of them (which was of no use this time). Aft that mama cooled down and freaking complained that my brother's a useless bum and shit and I spent a long time explaining that he will come to his senses someday and shit lah. Haha.


Nothing much to talk abt though. Eyes feel tired due to contact lens. And all of a sudden, I'm booked all the way till sat!! Haha, not exactly, just might be going out. Well, school tomorrow for muthurfuckingboring course. 7.20-5!!! wth. Then might be going out with B or Vivo with Jo and Jess (more possible with double J cus brenda stinks!) and bugis st. with YJ + LF!!


Yay!!!! And I got my youtube to watch plus bio to do. Me happy!! Hah, okay, I'm joking about the Brenda stinks part lah. (Chants) Remove contact lens. Remove contact lens. Remove contact lens. Remove contact lens. Remove contact lens. Remove contact lens. Remove contact lens. Remove contact lens. Remove contact lens. Remove contact lens.

Love waits for one thing, the right moment.

Did attempt to do all the 6 papers I photocopied but I didn't even finish 50questions in total. I don't know why I freaking got a 4NT paper (-.-). Neway, I gave up doing and went on to surfingweb and stuff.

And both me and Jo were at this model site and those people.... ARE FUCKEN SKINNNNNNY!!! And I heard one of the models was fired or smth cus she gained 2.5kg. OMG!! So scary!! But some don't look very bad lah. I like Gemma(?)[I forgot her name]

Another accident happened last night on the PIE and I can see the wrecked car + ambulance. Sighs.

Omg, I got pangsehed again! Cus Lifang's sick and there's no one to go get my contact lens, Jiji food, paper for bio and stupid ikea things!! But looking on the bright side, I AM GOING SHOPPING ON SATURDAY!!!! AT BUGIS STREET!!! YAY!!!!

Okay, so depressing, no one wants to go out and I very much want to complete my homework too. But too bad I can't freaking buy my paper. Note to self: Don't spend so much and do research for bio!!!

To love someone deeply gives you courage. Being loved by someone deeply gives you strength.

Its now 4.42pm and yes, have yet to start on homework still. Planing to start Bio on Wednesday. And yay, ikea on wed, along with making of contact lens blah shitz.

You know... I woke up in the morning, smiling to myself like an idiot cus I kept thinking of what I showed Jolene and YJ. Haha, I feel very calm! But still somewhat brings me back to the quarrel lah. So depressing.

Andddddd, I made another batch of Peanutbutter cup! They don't taste as good as the previous batch :( I wanna make bread pudding soon! So, if the bread pudding turns out well, yay for girlfriends! Alright, daily blogging is so boring cus all I ever do is go Viwawa to play. Oh, speaking of which, a rant!

I was happily playing Mj and being a uber beginner (I don't even know how to hu or the tai) I threw out a card and this girl gamed. Then, some idiot scolded me some shit, so I got dead angry and scolded him a lot of shit back and while I'm scolding, I'm playing the game. And I won!!! I bet he's like dead angry or something cus he freaking didn't pong, chi or w/e shit for the next few games while I happily won the next round. Then he left the game angrily. HAHA!!

To the person who quarrelled with me during the game, YOU ARE A STUPID IDIOT!!

Haha, I think I blog like a primary school kid writing compo. Okay, I love YJ and LF (I LOVE LF THE BEST!!)