I should have been more careful. I was blinded by your halo, so I never noticed the horns.

Nevermind the time, its now 9.23am I took so long to complete this post cus I went to download my movie and chatted and blahblahblah, and I didn't feel like touching this draft cus my mum was behind me while I was using the laptop.


Okay, umm, Emaths 2 sucks to the maxest max core. H.O.R.R.I.B.L.E!!!! In the morning mum told me to do it quickly cus I won't have time to check back. I arrogantly told her "Aiyah, cfm have time left one lor." Tsk, JingWen, tsk. I didn't even finish reading the last page. I had only 5minutes left and I haven't tied my paper, written my name on 2 other writing paper and I'm left with the whole the last page blank.. And people, usually, the last page consist of the most marks... !#$%^&*() But I'm glad at least I did the graph cus I can at least score.. a bit. Haha.


Just drop it. I am so tsk.. First time in my life that I did not finish reading a question paper... What is this. URGH. I AM SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF BUT I AM NOW SMILING AS I AM TYPING THIS... The good thing is there's no school today and tomorrow. Tomorrow shall be dedicated to study Bio. Oh dear Bio, I love you so much. Haha.


Okay, I'm gna help Amy advertise her blogshop. http://behindthatsmil-e.blogspot.com Currently they have umm, Taiwan spree? Haha, I think they're still looking for suppliers. Omg, I can't wait. I ordered so many things online.. And opt for reg. postage. HAHA, I'm so lazy. I calculated and I spent $124... Haha. I am crazy. But thankfully, most of them are paid.


Ohoh, and yesterday was Watson's + guardian shopping. I am so sorry to pangseh Jolene (meiix) HAHAHAHAHAHA. Ha at the twit, not the panseh. I am so sorry cus I pangsehed her 2 days in a row...


Can't wait for Thursday and Friday. I am gna go reply to haloscan, friendster then movie :)






SS and Emaths, my hand phone's so extra.









Webcam is so fun. Me and Jolene used our soft toy and disturbed ea other.

Munchy's

Paparazzi

Jiji has a tumor in her ear.. But still, she's the cutest!!

Whatever

Randoms.

I did captions, that was so rare.

You know it's love when forever is not long enough.

Today, has been totally wasted. As usual, I slept early last night and missed out quite a bit with the girls. Sighs, I miss them so much. I was damn absurd, I saw them on Tuesday and on Wednesday night, I told them I miss them. Haha. Can't wait can't wait.

I think all my stupid can't wait things can be made into a song and the chorus would probably be smth like

Can't wait can't wait (insert whatever)
Can't wait can't wait (insert whatever)

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Okay, that was lame. Its 3.49am right now.

I feel like saying every single vulgarity that I know of but this is suppose to be a vulgar free blog, well, try to. I made my IC on Friday. Well... I look at the previous sentence and I stoned. IC, tsk. My photo still looks like shit and I did not re-take another one. I couldn't be bothered to. But tuition afterwards was terrible... I couldn't freaking concentrate and I wanted to knock my head against the wall. I say its the supplement, mum says I'm too tired. Whatever.

Something too good to be true, I scored highest for Bio. OH.MY.GOD. Haha, either I was happy or I gone bonkers cus when I heard the news, I kept laughing. Mind you, I was on the bus, on my way to meet Jolene and ET. I controlled my laughter and ended up smiling to my phone. Tsk. And Hanis told me when the girls (Jocelyn and co, Idk who's there) knew that I got highest, they were scolding me. Haha, smth like "stupid JW" or something... Funny shit.

Well, cus when they discussed the answers I'm like "?!" and I usually only study the night before. Well, not bad for last minute studying. But somehow I just felt another pressure on me. Something tells me I have to work darn hard for the upcoming Bio exam. Shit.

I had a terrible dream. I woke up and felt really sad. Either cus I was reminded of something I didn't want to remember or the same old thing, "dreams are the opposite of reality". I don't want to talk about it. But I must've cried while dreaming cus my eyes felt swollen when I woke up. Yet another S word.

When you cannot say the F word, you say the S word. When you cannot say the F or S word, you can go and die. Tsk, I'm bored and I just pangsehed Jolene for studying. I don't know what I'm doing. I suddenly felt so tired and I wanna sleep for one whole day. But I gotta wake up early to watch Doraemon(?) and practice maths. For once, I'm proud to say I studied for it. I made efforts. If I still fail then.... Maths just sucks.

Oh yes, Literature was a horror.. The poems were so abcdefguailanfornoreasonijustliketosaygl. 3 out of 4 questions took half the page only. Half page each. The exceptional took one full side, but I repeated the points over and over. The good thing about the paper was that we had air con. Best.

I guess there'll be people scoring full marks for POA. Not surprising if someone really does. I think I balanced the first one wrongly. S( ). Oh and I finished a book today. Claps. I re-downloaded my games and I can't wait for after Bio. Shopping, tanning, picnic, gossipping, sleeping, playing, rotting, and best of all, drama-ing. Haha, girls in my class are fond of gossipping as well.

Know what .. I can't get to sleep and I just woke up. Brother's not home, s( ) him.

She fell in love so fast, so ridiculously fast, and she felt so stupid. She could only hope that her heart would mend just as quickly.

If I could have one dance with you, I'd play a song that lasted forever.

Mummy's 44 in 1hour 20minutes time. Old. Haha, but she's still the best despite all that I said in my LJ and blogger. Fullstop.

So called studying yesterday was terrible!!!! I make a horrible tutor. I was suppose to teach et but I dumped my notes to him and told him to read through while I played DSlite + read magazine. I ended up not studying at all cus I think I'm smart and my POA is good... Asshole, I hate myself. Haha.

Anw, Jolene's house... I think its huge. Probably cus it looks spacious. She kept saying she like her old house more. But her house is facing the sea... Omg! But it'll mean that there's lots of weird insects. Her brother's damn funny.

Suppose to have tuition yesterday but then I didn't reply my tutor's sms and it was changed to today. Then this morning she's late then i asked if I can change to tomorrow. I feel damn bad. Haha. So tomorrow, 5, emaths again. So horrible..I had 3 emaths lessons out of the 4 lessons I had.

I went T3 with momma today. Lunch at TCC and the sandwich is good!! Very worth trying. But the bread pudding kinda sucks. Haha. Suppose to be my treat but they don't accept nets I guess. So momma paid. Saw some people along the way etc. Studying people, unlike me, slacker. Haha. I feel bad but I'm in a holiday mood already. 4 more papers, 3 more days.

I was damn happy cus we bought Munchy's Donut but it was kind of a disappointment... I think Donut Factory's is wayyyyy better. Well, my opinion.

Had IC photo taken and omg, it.was.horrible. I kept swearing at the auntie cus she said the photo won't be accepted if my fringe touches my eyebrow... !#$%^&*( My forehead short cannot is it... My fringe long cannot is it. I love my fringe. Then my mum kept coming and shove my fringe to the side, i kept mumbling to her "don't believe her..." Hahahaha.

Ended up there's a weird black stick behind my ear cus thats the hair.. But the photo was horrible cu my dark circle was damn visible... And my sweat could be seen and I had a pimple. Its damn obvious... I kept threatening to burn their shop down tonight. I bet the auntie sensed my unhappiness but probably didn't hear what I said... Haha.

Mundane pictures soon :)

If some things are better left unsaid, then maybe they too are better left undone.

No school for me today, no amaths. But studying with Jo and ET later and maybe tuition. Thanks to my mum lah.. She told me to have another lesson cus its gna be Emaths 2. I'm left with POA, E.Lit, Bio and Mathes paper 2. Ayeeee, happy me. Cus I'm going town right after Bio paper. I can't wait to visit Spotlight and make present for youknowwho, but then maybe not again. Then I'll wait for my cosmetic to arrive before thinking whether to buy more cus I currently have 4 freaking mascara.. And all are new!! Haha.

I can't wait to go to the beach with DaiEr to tan. I can't wait to go out with R6 cliques and R5 cliques. I can't wait to get an oven cus Bakebakebake is so tempting. I can't wait to order a million things and ask for registered postage cus Polyvore is damn #$%^&*. I can't get the things that I see.. I can't wait to do something to my hair. (OMG,YAYSHITYAYSHITYAYSHIT.IAMSOHAPPY) I can't wait for my contacts to arrive. I can't wait for yet another movie marathon with nice movies. I can't wait for my job (which I currently don't have) I can't wait for my day and night cycle to be opposite. I can't wait for new dramas (woohoo). I can't wait for MTP. Idk, I feel happy to get my report book even though I know Maths would be a F.

I can't wait for so many things!! I'm gna bathe now and then play while waiting for my hair to dry then off to meet "studying people". Pictures of Polyvore soon kay? I am so happy.. Polyvore is addictive. So is ONTD. :D

You mean well, but you make this hard on me.

I'm a happy girl cus I don't have school tomorrow 8))

Finally, I get a break. Been sleeping late + waking up early for the past 3 papers. I even woke up at 5 on Monday when school starts at 8.30. Studied studied studied and fell asleep. The paper wasn't good. Urgh!! I hope I pass.

Emaths paper 1 today wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I hope paper 2 would be equally good :) But Chem was badbadbadbadbad. Probably cus I didn't study and this is what I get. Tsk.

And, today, I spent a lot. 36 or so on Sakae and 35 on HagenDaz. Like omgwtfurghhhh. And its gna be after exams alr.. So I won't have enough money. Plus, I just spent $170 on present for mummy. OMG!!! AHHH!! $170, 15minutes in SK, a huge hole in my pocket. I only have $xx dollars left.. Its not enough to pay for 10people's worth of movie expenses. Calculate. Sighs..

Cus you can't turn back time that has past.

I like this picture on top. Its titled "Alice in Wonderland". Best ever.

Its like 6 hours since my last post and I have yet to study. I went to sleep for another 2 hours. And I predict that I'll go and play Viwawa later. My predictions are never wrong. Well, most of them. Anyway, people who went are: Me(duh), Alster, Jolene, ET, Jason(Idol), EricJ.(Idol), WeiLi, ShuHao, Denon (the one who randomly wished me HappyBirthday when I was walking home from Tmart), Shankar (very nice guy), Benedict(yes? Or Benjamin, sorry.) and YuanMing. Shit me, I counted and there's suppose to be 12 but I only named 11 and missed out YM. Haha.

Though somethings they did were rather unacceptable, but they're still really nice people. Haha, they make good friends. Speaking of which, I got a new found um.. I cannot say best friend though she's like near best alr cus we've been msging ea other a lot now. But I got soooo many best friends alr. So I shall shift some people to very good friends. Haha, I know she'll be reading this. Feel happy yo!

But I'm on the verge of killing her cus of smth. Haha, I think my laptop and handphone's rather screwed up. Though my phone of 1 year and 3 (near to 4) months has got tons of memories, but its old shit alr. Haha. Not to mention this laptop... And the TV in my room... And the fan.. And the cupboard.. Hah, thats a lot!

You know, our English passage.. I can't help but understand the writer. Its not a good thing. I got this diary that exist in my mind as well. Haha, makes me laugh. But many things run through my mind and I don't pen/type them out immediately. Resulting in a rather boring blog post. It was suppose to be full of things which you can discuss but everytime I hit post, more things come back into my mind. Urgh!

Okay, something's coming back. I didn't go get my instant cam or the vodka from my cousin cus I was too lazy. But me and Jo managed to get beer and some umm.. 5% vol drink which is Vodka... Haha, FAKE ONE. FAKE ONE!!! Well, but at least its better than barcadi. Wayyyy better. We asked some.. am I suppose to use Beng? Haha, okay, very nice guy he was looking into the "fridge" then I randomly asked if he's buying and if he can help us buy. But he's under 18 so he asked his friend to help.

LUCKY SHIT!! THE CASHIER IS THOSE TYPICAL AUNTY WHO CHATS WITH RANDOM CUSTOMER AND WILL COMPLAIN WHEN SHE SEES KIDS SMOKING!! And I am in my sch uniform, so I am taking a very big risk. OH SHIT OH SHIT. I SUDDEN RMB. THE SCH WILL SEE THIS IF SOME ASSHOLE parent(s) see(s) this. Omgomgomomggggg, like I care (-.-) The school is so not giving us privacy.

I know its wrong of under 18 to smoke but this isn't new to the school please. And they're kicking up a big fuss when some parent complain. I bet its just to show the stupid kid who went "Mama Mama, see, this guy, same level as me, smoke leh." Your mother.. If he's like same level, that makes you sec 4. And you'd already have known or heard soandso smoke what. Omg, damn irritating, privacy not respected. Even when my mum sees me surfing friendster/reading people's blog, she don't question. I bet if the school sees this/ pictures of people smoking in blogs, they'll ask whoever that is to shut it down...

Haha, I think I went a lil overboard, should stop right now. Haha, okay. OMG, I AM GNA PLAY VIWAWA THEN STUDY SS. OKAY. I MUST STUDY!!!!

I didn't think that I could feel this pain.

I told myself that I'll be halfway through SS by Saturday. That, was on Thursday, and right now, its Saturday, 26thApril, 5.20PM. I am so screwed up. I have yet to study(study, not revise) on SS, Bio and Chem.


ET's chalet yesterday. Before I jump to that, English Paper 2 was fine, so was HMT paper 1 part 1. Part 2 was screwed. Back to chalet, there were only 3 girls. It was boring yet fun. Fun cus the guys are really funny and the fun was at the later part at night minus going home part. I was told that I should not comment on it.


One of the matter to be brought up: Eric and Gabriel (I really hate to type his name cus I feel so dirty) were talking about smth in the toilet and yaddayaddayadda, the plastic door broke. It was rather loud when the plastics drop. The top part of the door had a huge hole. (I suddenly rmb, won't it mean that you can see who's bathin inside...)


The main part wasn't that the door broke, but that ET was like "nvm nvm" when Eric said he'll pay for it. Still, the main point isn't about who's paying but about their attitude. Richass. Haha, though I know, just have to pay for the stupid thing, but they're so cool about it. I bet if its my chalet, YuJun will be so shock that she'll make the scared scared sound and her limbs probably feel jelly. Then Lifang will be like "ohmygod ohmygod" smth like that. While the rest of the people would probaby stone there.


And I said smth to Gabriel, wait, actually, I said it to the air or to myself, but it was loud on purpose for him to hear. Then Jolene and ET gave me the (-.-) or ?! face. I couldn't remember. But I know it was the truth anyway. And I just learnt of a secret which I think LF and YJ will be :O about. I'm very prepared that I will never be friends with him so why should I bother if saying that will make him hate me?


I'm very fine with not being his friend. In fact, I'm delighted! Its not like we'll be real friends even if the hatred isn't there. Well, a lil something for someone, if you can't eat humble pie, don't take it. You know things are gna happen to you but you chose to embarrass yourself and disgrace yourself. I don't wanna know why cus its so bloody obvious already.


Some people as well. They say they hate soandso, they complain about soandso but they are still together with soandso. Wth is wrong with those people? If you don;t like whoever that is, keep your distance, not complain and then still be friends. And when others complain about soandso, you say that the person is mean. What is this?! People who wants to be fashion designer hates art. People who thinks POA is for stupid people took POA. Irony, oh irony.


Second thing to mention: Dinner for 12 only cost $98. Amazing. But I don't think the boys had enough. Anyway, there's more food for them in the chalet.


It isn't fair, I didn't see YJ at downtown east yesterday. Okay, time to end. Bye.