Love is always open arms. If you close your arms about love you will find that you are left holding only yourself.

I MISS STARBUCK'S STEAM MILK!!!!!!

Haha, omfg, so darn random and (-.-). Hahaa, okay, to add onto my stupid birthday list: books and perfume are all welcomed! Haha, I know I don't look like the sort who reads but thats cus I'm really lazy to find good books. Note: If you buy me Sense and Sensibility, I am gna kill you!!! :D

Wouldn't really mind those that really make you tear and look fugly. Haha. And well, for perfume... Romance in Singapore 2, Esprit Life perfume... And.. Will update when I have more choices ya? Haha, but I don't think the perfume is really possible.

Omg, homework, EEEEEK!!!

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing?

Jolene told me to publish a list of things I want for my birthday (which is exactly one mth from now) so here it goes:

A PSP, DSlite or a puppy would be great, damnnnnnn goooood!!! But they're so expensive! A JackR. would probably cost 700-over 1k? Anddddd, a mini schnauzer's roughly same also? Sighs, but it takes loads of responsibility and I am not prepared for it. PSP and DSlite won't need responsibility yo!! :D An oven is nice too. But its so crazy! Hahahaaaa

You know, since young, I really wanted a birthday party cus its gna be so funnnn! But the point when people sing the birthday song would be so paiseh. A really huge plushie's very hugable. But getting it home would be tad difficult and I'll feel unsafe for it to be left inside the class during recess.

Okay, practical stuff now. Wallet and pencil case, basic. But tell me beforehand if you're getting any of those in case I get those too. Haha, I'm not a surprise kind of person lah. Ummm, actually, anything's fine exceptearrings. Rather okay with normal necklace, not those kind of bulky ones. And not very big or a lot of diamonds please, damn fake. OH, I KNOW I KNOW, YOU CAN GET ME DRAMAS!! My Lovely Samsoon and Devil (the one that stars JooJiHoon) and Idk got what else already.

The best of the best is....(in LJ) :D

Annoying annoying annoying. Jolene got a DSlite!!!!!! She got PSP already! Then she spent another 500bucks on DSlite and 3 games. Sighs.

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http://tastetherain6ow.livejournal.com/3896.html
THIS IS REALLY NICE!!!! OMG!!!! But its so expensive! And if I get scammed die die die. And this blog shop... Didn't email me or update their shop and I think I'm scammed. Nehneh. Oh, this is the sort of necklace I'm referring to, those not bulky ones.

And... for the bulky ones, http://the-red-jewel-necklaces.blogspot.com/ TADAAAA!!!! Black magic, Golden girl, Heartsong, Shades of Dusk, Tangled up in you. VERY NICE AS WELL! Heartsong belongs to first category I guess.
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Love that we can not have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest,

Yay me cus I'm pleased with my Bio work(Did I blog abt that alr? Haha, nvm)

Well, skip yesterday cus I can't really remember just that we're having lunch with Jolene's "bestfriend" and I teared/cried like hell while watching drama. And I got uber pissed off with my brother who woke me up at like 2++, 3 just to borrow my laptop. You know what made me super angry.. Is... I stayed up till 1++ reading my mags and he didn't ask me to lend him! Secondly, I took a longggg time to get to sleep and he freaking disturbed me!!!! (THIS IS VERY ANNOYING CUS I HAD A HARD TIME GETTING BACK TO SLEEP!!!) Thirdly, HE STOOD BESIDE MY BED AND TALKED REALLY SOFTLY (i think) WHILE WANTING TO BORROW MY LAPTOP!!! HE IS TRYING TO SCARE ME TO DEATH!!!!

I am a person who gets grumpy when I don't get my sleep okay. Remember this line, its really important (<-)

Okay, today was rather pleasant. Founder's day shit was hell boring. TM with besties afterwards. To replacec JiJi's food. (Another rant): I am super angry!!! The previous food had worms in them (maybe cus I didn't store them properly) and those horrible worms grew into even more horrible moths! But small ones. And I killed/crippled them by swinging the stupid pole around, whacking them. Quite fun ah actually.Haha.

Anyway, yeah, then this one right, ATTRACTED ANTS!! I stored them in a nice box but the cage was full of ants. POOR JIJI RIGHT!! I don't know why I always kana this kind of shit lor! Annoying sia! I hope they ban that stupid brand of food.

Okay, back to buying Jiji's food. This time, I spent more money and got it imported food! FROM JAPAN! 8bucks for 500g. Stupid sia. Haha, but I hope this one will be better. Still using the old food currently, cus I surrounded the cage with water, hoping that no ants will disturb Jiji anymore.

Yeah, after that just walked around and lunched at PastaMania. BEEN SUCH A LONG TIME!! And we saw Jessie, Sara, Samuel, Shankar and Sheryl (I KNOW ALL THEIR NAMES!) go into Ajisen so we went to disturb them after we're done. Haha, random but fun!! Lifang's very excited about disturbing people lor! Haha.

Continued to walk around aimlessly and settled in Starbucks after that. Spent like 2hours+ there and I fell asleep!!! And LF+YJ spent like over 30minutes reading the stupid year book. FROM BEFORE I SLEPT TILL I WOKE UP THEY'RE STILL READING!!! Haha.

Went to get some stuff after starbucks and then went to Sakae to eat. WE'RE VERY BORING THATS WHY WE KEPT GOING TO PLACES TO EAT! Ended up I didn't have cash and I had to use my atm card !#$%^& but nevermind!

Then Brenda and Priscilla from her class joined us while LF, JY, Mab and Lorr went back to school for performance (other than LF and YJ, the watched movie while we were slacking) then YJ left for her piano lesson while I stepped into Starbucks with the other 2 again. For the second time in 10hours. Haha, cus Brenda haven't even had breakfast (at 4+pm) and she wanted the potato salad from Sb. So I ordered yet another drink.

Then home it is! Okay, tomorrow shall be do housework day. Bye! (Might have updates later, but no pictures, sorry!)
P.S/ I love Jolene Khoo Khng Hwee!!!!

And as a single tear ran down her cheek, she looked to him for comfort, and all he did was look away.

Managed to re-do my Bio. And this time, it looks much much much nicer than the previous. Previous one is sloppy work man. This is art. :D Though I could've done way better with the wordings and main picture. But I'm really really tired.

I slept at like 2am last night and freaking fell asleep in Bio class today. REALLY ASLEEP!! I feel damn guilty lah, cus I didn't listen how to do the experiment. Sighs, I hope this stupid project will pull my marks higher, though it isn't bad already! :D

And today, Chua Jing Wen played a different role besides the CJW who hooks on internet games. Today, I was somewhat a psychologist (cus I was psycho-ing people and that counts as psychologist, haha) and a... counsellor? Haha, though tiring, but I'm really glad that things turned out fine! Yay me again!

But that made me think about my r/ship stuff again. Bad, bad bad bad, tsk, bad. Haha. I have no darn idea if I have to hand in POA tomorrow and I got a fuckass HMT test consisting of 4 self study chapters WHICH I have yet to study/read. Great, fabulouso(-.-).

And my Zen totally went dead on me today! I didn't even reached the bus stop and it went "Low battery" and off it goes. !#$^%&*(!!!!! Lets hope I do the same thing to what I told the-guy-whom-i-"counselled"-and-must-not-be-named to *. Haha.

And I'm currently worrying over someone. Jo knows who, Jo knows why. And Jo is offline. Haha. I AM FEELING DAMN TIRED NOW. I SHALL GO AND SLEEP. BYE!!! Goodnight (esp to *)
SWEET DREAMS PEOPLE!!!

I love you not because I need you, But I need you because I love you.

I am not suppose to do daily posting!! Was suppose to re-do Bio, study Chem & HMT stupid test which is on Tuesday. Holyshit!!

And the worse thing is that I'm sick now. I don't know if its due to drinking or late night sleeping, but it really hurts a lot. Strepsils(?) doesn't help and I'm now on Robitussin, which says Cough Drops. Oh great. I so wanna say out every vulgarity. Haha. Alrightalright, not that bad though, but even drinking water hurts okay!!!

Okay stinkass, I just deleted one whole chunk of words I wrote cus I think those should be in my LJ. Okayokayokay, bye people. I hope I don't forget anything....

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I really did forget smth!! You know.. Its like.. Suddenly so many thing's changing in my life. * is leaving us (I'm not suppose to say it and news should not leak out, will have to wait, sorry). I am gna have a new POA teacher. I am gna have a new Maths teacher. I am gna get tuition. Jolene is leaving for SJI, ErnestTan is also leaving. And I think my cat's old :( EVERYTHING IS COMING TOGETHER!!

And I have yet to add the family matters. With like what, 3 dying people?!!! I'm sorry I sound mean but it really just sucks a lot when everything comes together. So drama. Why can't my life be like Lifang's or YuJun's (thought YJ's life is damn funny). Yeah... So right now, life pretty much sucks and I have to come to school on Thursday which is founder's day. Rarr!!!!!

Assholeassholeasshole, HOMEWORK + STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!
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The day you left me was the day I feel hard on my knees.

Yet another boring day. And I spent this boring day rotting at home. Sighs. And there's school tomorrow. Double sighs. Monday blues. But the good thing is, THERE'S NO ART CLUB TOMORROW! Well, it doesn't make much difference though. The good thing is I like art and I get to do art, the bad thing is home late. Haha.

Okay, and this... Bill thingy or whatever. OH, SUMMARY! Right, this summary of my posb account came and woah woah woah, I kept withdrawing a lot of money ya know! And all the transactions ended at 7thMarch, which meansssssss, moma don't know that I deposited another 60bucks and spent 100+ yesterday. Hawhaw. Screwed. Must work during the holidays. Yay for this Friday cus its Good Friday. :DD

Must study, must study!! I kept telling myself to study this holiday but I did not! And I haven't even finished homework please! Urgh, okay, byezxsxzsx.

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Sometimes, I am such a bitch. I tell you, even I piss myself off with this asshole attitude of mine. Urgh!!!!!

Again and again, I thought I'd be okay. But things don't seem to work out that way.

[Double edit: 10.51pm]
Everything's fine alr!! God, I am so qian bian. Hahah.
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Picture gallery

Twins!

This post is so wrong. Haha.

Frapps have pretty colours.

Very cute postcards. The middle one is a postcard!

Well, in case you're wondering, L, YJ, Jo, Jess, B are my best friends, +mab, lorr and jy are girlfriends and L, YJ and Jo are the bestest. Haha, random.