Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.

My hand's terribly injured(?) :( And the wound looks so ugly now. As if 2 injuries on my left hand wasn't enough, I got another cut while trying to get my Science book out of my storeroom. I nearly scared the shit outta myself when I didn't see it together with my Sec1 science book. But phew, its found. Yay, I can do my science homework soon. Haha.

Last night, I was lying on my bed, thinking about some stuff. Suddenly, a question pop up in my mind. "Do I wanna know my past if I had amnesia?" Haha, I don't know why but its just really very sudden. And the answer came to be No. At least life can start all over again, which is a rare rare chance. Anyway, this part is pretty lame and I just randomly blogging about it. The next part's probably gna be lamer.

I realise I am a rather impulsive person. I always do things and regret later. Sometimes, I get over it, sometimes, I don't. (Which is rather sad :( ) I started to think about this matter because I was watching TV about Dawn getting her nails done. And I want it too! Haha, I like my nails long and painted black/dark colours. And probably with decorations (3D or not.) But then, its gna cost a bomb and I can't maintain it properly.

And another matter is about my hair. I still can't decide whether I wanna keep it long or short. I mean, for short hair, it looks nice when tied up. Long hair is harder to maintain and I'm not the sort who'll let my hair down often. (I'll get frustrated when it gets in the way) But I'm thinking about doing hair extension with my cousin. Haha. I need money!!

And I was wondering if I did the right thing by dying my hair. I somewhat regret that it isn't total black. During November, I dyed it once again. Same colour as boyboy but only a little at the side and on my fringe. Orangey brown kinda colour. Means I might get grooming problem next year. I'm all prepared to be asked to dye my hair back black/cut my fringe.

I love leaving fringe. (partly because I get to cut it when its long) But I look kinda ugly with short fringe. Again, I can't decide long fringe or short. I like the current length of my fringe yo. But when its long, gna snip it off and its gna take long to grow again. (cycle repeats)

Ahh, this post is shit. My hand is hurting and I'm typing so much. Sheesh. Oh, and I realised my uhh.. dialing tone (?) changed. So weird, I didn't apply for it you know! Hope I don't have to pay. But pretty much like it. Please don't prank call me/call me and say "Oh, nothing, I only want to hear your dialing tone." If you want to, try to find something to talk to or ask or something if not its very awkward/absurd.

P.S. Ikea people coming at around 10am to fix my chipped shelve and brother's unfinished table. Bye for now. (I'm going to watch my drama!) Oh, some people said that my blog's background is white, will try to fix it. (Might be fixed when you're reading this)